all right well go to put your hands
behind your back okay thanks for ending
my career
will till you've walked in my my shoes
you won't understand it then you're
right okay I W see Life Through Your
Eyes please just call Mike
please please I'm asking you if I only
ask you for one
favor
CH please
pull out your phone please call him I'm
sure he's on his
way please
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so I I can't lose my
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job please okay what do I got to
do there's nothing I can do
Justin
please there's nothing I can do
just so from here you have your ID with
you Justin I've
seen Justin
please Jus please don't do this two2
dispatch clip roll New Mexico just
officer I just went ahead and put it in
park and I turned it off cuz it was
still running okay that works thank you
so I just went and did that all right
thank you so much you're welcome yes
sir 10 for it's going to be
uh you don't have to air that
return
just there's nothing I can do so from
here would you consent to
Fields you want to do Fields biting
test I'm want up in
jail so please don't you can consent to
Fields just have you seen dead babies I
haven't seen nine
okay please don't do this to me right
now 212 S 3 you still 106 with that
uh
49
please
Stand 4 23 for
21 just have a seat for me real
quick just have a seat for me real quick
what have a seat for me real quick a
seat yeah sit down for me real quick
just please don't do this to me right
now have have a seat for
me
God
hey so this
4445 the driver at fall is Michelle from
gr
fire oh [ __ ] and she's 47 oh
[ __ ] is she the one that's trapped in
there no she's out of the vehicle she's
Code 4 mhm
um [ __ ] I'm wondering if it's even going
to be a conflict of interest that's my
concern M do you want me to see if I can
roll
State
um yeah cuz even even if it is they'll
they'll eat that up they'll yeah just uh
let them know that it's a conflict of
interest and to send State
okay okay I'll call dispatch all right
all right by
Justin I'm begging you I don't even care
about my truck right now please please
please please
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please hey it's to
T go ahead and contact State
Police advise them that the return that
I gave
you is 47 it's conflict of interest I'm
going to need them to come do the 47
investigation all right thank
you okay since it's a little cold out
here I'll have you have a seat in the
back of my unit will you take me
please I [ __ ] up please don't take me
to jail please come back
here I [ __ ] up I'm sorry I'm sorry
have a seat will you roll down the
window for me please yeah get
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anxiety 22 dispatch out that 41 D at
this
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time
watch for a minute be right back
okay
Sor you're good no it's not good cuz I
[ __ ]
up
can I get out of here please I'm not
going to yeah yeah you're good you want
to just have a seat on the bumper
whatever makes you happy I just I just
need to get out of there yeah you're
fine
sorry you ain't got to apologize no I do
I [ __ ]
up
ch's [ __ ] up I'm [ __ ] up I have you
ever seen a dead kid BR hm have you ever
seen a dead
kid yeah when been a
while okay you give you that
fair I hate dead
kids
it's not an excuse I get it I understand
it but I hate dead
kids hey you want to talk to
Dina she's here and
and you want to talk to Dina I'm just
hang out with you you see dead kid I
know I get it I [ __ ] him I get it I'm
not trying to make an excuse take me to
jail do what you have to do but I hate
seeing dead kid I get it l see
100% you want you want to talk to Dina
too or you want to stay up here with us
I don't know what's going to make get
better I don't honestly okay I hate
seeing that kid I got
you
I [ __ ] up today I know it I get it I
get it I'm not trying to make an excuse
take me to jail do what you need to do
like but I
hate and Andrew is sitting
here pissed off I I can see it I'm not
pissed off he's not when we were talking
over there he's not he's so upset that
it's
just I hate see dead kids like I made a
bad choice tonight I get it I understand
it but I hate seeing
dead why why do I have to see nine dead
kids diing why why
why no I wish I could answer
that but you're answering it not
Andrew I look at you and you look pissed
off at me right now I'll be honest you
I'm hurt for
you he's not mad I get mad at you I hate
see dead kid I can't
compreh I don't want to go to jail but
if that's where my thing end I get it I
[ __ ] up but I don't want I'm tired of
seeing dead kids that's all that runs
through my [ __ ]
head Michelle what you're going to have
to run through some Fields
okay are you willing to do
that who's doing Fields here or I will
State Police is I have I kind of so
you're fixing to come over to gr as a so
we need to cons reconsider that Brandon
if you're going to you're fixing to come
over to Grand
pedd and yeah so I'm just saying 108
regel actually who's your senior
tonight huh uh mace uh I'm just say see
if uh State Police hasn't
available I I'm just saying I'm not time
but he's fixing to come over to Grant
PD do you want him doing fsts since he's
doing that he's got a really good point
you have any other off we got Romero i'
had him come out we're just trying to
prevent no I I get it and and the other
conflict
Tak about to lose my job that makes
sense so uh we'll see we'll have their
other guy come up we're going to do 108
109 unless if uh you can come out and
take
this
Che what do you
got uh
47 no they're swear to God is it alcohol
or
drugs
alcol is this crash in gr jurisdiction
or ours it's ours it's got a conflict of
interest you have your cell
phone
I don't want to end up in
jail but I'm about
to so just just because we run you
through Fields doesn't mean you're going
to jail I've run plenty of people that
will I'm clumsy on a sober
dat well just because you're clumsy
doesn't mean that you're intoxicated
enough to go to jail my question to you
there two questions what you want me to
call Chief while we're all here and have
to put down or do you
want I'll respect that either way and
then I see where he's coming from I
can't she almost hit
me
she's
yeah one8 pleas just want me to get a
hold of nms pleas
please uh yeah 104
you want to Mark tires for me
yep vehicle two or vehicle one uh
vehicle one
okay got a clog nozzle
here
218 are you CED for a pending 109 for
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pending going be in reference to Miss
Ashley valz requesting for a ride from
the hospital
back negative we're busy with some other
yeah
I don't know how your can's working here
buddy yeah it's all clogged
up this it oh
[ __ ] huh I guess we're going to have to
throw that one
away I've had that since I
started 08 49 we did get a hold of nmsp
they're going to run up by their
sergeant and we'll get a hold of them
what's going on he wants to take it bro
but I said no you guys were both here
before us so he said just to assist with
traffic and TR yeah I don't know what he
said it was don't know that's why who's
that firefighter
Michelle I'm like well it's not a conf
if you know why I mean they out for
Grants
but regardless if you know them you got
to do what you got to do yeah exactly I
mean you guys handle your own stuff too
in the past
well
109 Reino SP advis negative on them
taking
this
29
after what's the conflict Melle okay
I've known her for too long I've known
her since I was little all right is she
a relation to
you I just I I wouldn't
feel I wouldn't feel comfortable she
doesn't work for the PD right no but my
sergeant said that uh you need to uh
call a different
AG all right well let me call the LT and
see what she says all right
see stay pleasing and take it the
sergeant said
no
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[Applause]
he did call back they shorthanded and
not able to
assist
that
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for do you know if they're okay what's
that do you know if they're okay I think
so yeah yeah and they're going to this
Hospital right what's that they're going
to this hospital here yeah [ __ ] who are
you uh I'm a friend of theirs oh okay
yeah they're they'll be going over there
all right okay thank you
yep hey sorry to bug you this
late hey so well GPD has a crash here
right across from the Napa and um
they're saying it's a conflict of
interest for them because
um it's uh what's her name Michelle from
uh the fire uhhuh and they're saying
it's a conflict of interest um will is
saying it's a conflict of interest
because he knows he's he's known her for
so long no relation at all or anything
like
that uhhuh um so I don't see a conf ICT
of Interest with any of those two uh
Michelle doesn't work for GPD but
they're both City employed and I guess
according to their Sergeant
um call it another Agency State already
advised that um we were here first will
was here unseen first and um they're not
going to they're not going to assist
with this only a
traffic what happened I guess is
47 so I don't know how do you want us to
go about
it
um
uh yeah so uh that's what they're saying
that it's conflict of interest because
she works for the
fire
I really don't I don't either that's
what I was
saying uh I think hold on let me check
the cad which one is
out uh let's
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see uh Sam 3 that'll be uh Maurice
Martinez
uh I believe they have her just detained
right now uh yeah Will was going to do
sfsts but since he's known her for so
long he stopped and was either
requesting I take it or SP take it but
SP uh shot down the
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request uh he said yeah yeah that just
because he's known her for so long and
he doesn't feel right but I mean this is
our
job I think
so
okay
all right sounds good thanks
Elie all right no worries
bye pretty much same thing me and you
said it's our
job gr going to take it then or uh she's
going to check with the unders sheriff
and um see what we should do from there
but it's not like they work in the same
Department that's what I'm saying Fire
Department police department M you see
it all the time like in bigger cities
[ __ ] firefighters getting arrested by
the same city [ __ ] PD y regardless if
you know him it's your [ __ ]
job and I mean Past St State's done it
too with your own and but you it's it's
part of the job [ __ ] I just trying to go
to the
office that [ __ ] crash and then that
ois I came out for over time to do step
oh and then we got stuck doing traffic
control and a 4H hour overtime project
turn in 8 hours oh was uh I don't know
whoever that was was he all right though
from earlier uh a female yeah okay she
got shot in the hand but no surgery
nothing no good she went right away good
that's good so I guess the guy was just
traveling through his parents were in a
car in front of
him she pulled him over for whatever
[ __ ] reason it's whatever reason he
shot at her whenever she pulled him over
yeah she fired back no no no hits on him
but okay he surrendered right away and
then but she couldn't do anything
because her her hand was disabled so
yeah Laguna PD thankfully was there in
the area that's good took him into
custody out way oh that's good she's all
right man yeah yeah she went home from
the hospital so she good to go yeah so
they're going to check into it and if
we're not handling and it's going to
revert back to GPD yeah we our already
told we're not Tak yeah
and and then if we're taking it Will's
taking it and just because he's known
her for so long I'm like okay well I
mean we all know her we've all worked
with her but
yeah it's not I mean you got no choice
yeah unless it's like come on like your
brother your mom yeah okay then I'll
take it for you
but
Sanchez on days yeah
days it's
me
uh
spk oh you guys got another one yeah D
David
Savage David
Savage oh he's the the skinny kid okay
all right yeah I met him once he was
with uh Newman I think it was for a
little bit
yeah yeah so I think it's I want to say
it's their
Friday yeah it's Friday then M will come
out tomorrow oh yeah M and then he'll
just be me and him and then Tom will
come out on Tuesday oh
okay oh
man what time did you get off 8 8 yeah
we we come out at
midnight I don't like that
[ __ ] can imagine
oh
Graves it wasn't bad when it was 10: to
6 but Midnight's 8 Eight's a little
rough I've been slaving it on overtime
too yeah at 22 hours already damn by the
end of the pay period it should be at 44
jeez I know I wanted to do some we going
on vacation next week yeah I'm going to
Red River so are you yeah we're going to
Vegas dam for uh the second year
anniversary there you
go like yeah I need to do some overtime
but since we got the baby I just like oh
I know man tell me about it I got two
home I got home I was like all right I
need to go to the gym or I'm going to be
lazy and then I planned on taking a nap
didn't happen yeah I've been up three
hours man before
overtime try and Factor the gym in too
trying to get my ass in shape so I was
trying to
go to the office to catch up on all my
dailies and stuff that I don't have to
worry about those but yeah that's going
to
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to hey
El okay all right no worries I'll have a
I will go ahead and take
it all right all
right okay what happened you know uh I
think she was the only occupant in that
vehicle as far as I know okay um uh it
was just a single vehicle crash from
they have
twoed say something about subject chest
pain um I'm not too sure I went up and
asked what the conflict of Interest was
first and then I came back to my unit
and I called you about
it okay
yeah all
right all right all righty sounds good
all right
bye oh it's
ours I can open 81 for bre machine if
you
guys
and
all right Michelle so one second let me
get
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this you have
290 0 1 0 01 0 1 0 0 290 01 0 0 mhm I
know that you were just involved in in a
collision okay okay are you
injured you're not not physically okay
is there any reason that you wouldn't be
able to walk stand or
balance I don't have good balance sober
okay is there anything wrong with your
eyes that would prevent you from looking
left right or up and down you have
contacts you have contacts would you
feel comfortable taking them out or
would you rather leave them in I do
better leaving them in okay are they
hard or soft contacts soft okay so what
I'll have you do is just stand right
here in front of me
okay I I have to I have to do what I
have to do go and just face towards me
okay what I'll have you do is put your
feet together just like this heel to
heel toe to toe and keep your hands down
by your sides
okay watch my fingers just with your
eyes don't move your head
okay
keep watching my
finger keep watching my
finger Michelle I need you to keep
watching my finger okay I'm watching
it
check on yourself
allit both unit code
for being
conducted thank you what you
have stop moving your head
please am I supposed to be watching your
finger or what just my finger just with
your eyes don't move your head
okay
we're going to go up two times okay
okay okay so what I'll have you do is
stand right here where the light is
imagine a straight line in front of you
okay
I have to I have to run you through the
test just imagine a straight line in
front of you okay what I want you to do
is place your left foot on that line and
place your right foot in front of your
left foot just like
this okay your right foot in front of
your left foot and don't start until I
tell you to begin
okay so if I could just have you place
your right foot in front of your left
foot just like
this right FR your Left Foot Right Foot
in front of your left foot touching your
right heel to your left toe
okay and don't start until I tell you to
begin
okay okay so just go this is the
starting position okay place your right
foot in front of your left foot and just
St stay in this position until I tell
you to begin okay your your right foot
in front of your left foot there you go
and then touch your right heel to your
left
toe okay stay in this position until I I
can't you know that you know that I
can't do that okay just do your best
okay please take me
home so for this test what you need to
do is take a series of nine killer toe
steps you know I can't do that you know
that
okay just do your best okay I can't you
know I can't do that and I'm clumsy even
on a good day okay Michelle do you want
to refuse these tests I'm not refusing
you know you know me well you know
me
okay give me one second
okay
lose my job right
here I [ __ ] up you you get I know that
right guy is option right now we're
going to get through this no [ __ ]
no
all right Michelle do you want to do the
walkin turn
test you know I can't do it okay it's
completely up to you if you want to do
it I have I have no other option you
know I [ __ ] up you know that
okay do you want to do the fields or
no
oh my [ __ ] up I get it I get it I get it
please
will will Jee we have to go through with
the
fields why please well unless if you
refuse them I'm not refusing I'm just
asking why because it's a DWI
investigation
we all know I made a bad choice right
here look at my
truck
please please I'm begging
you I'm begging you
please have you seen a dead kid this
this is where it all STS from and I'm
not asking for Mercy I'm not begging for
anything but like have you seen a dead
kid have either one of you have you if I
have it's been a while this is what is
[ __ ] up in my head right
now and I hear a train coming I don't
know which way it's coming I'd rather
run run that way than just do this
please I'm just begging you please will
please please I don't want to go to
jails
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please
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a
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you
good I've just known her my entire life
man I can't [ __ ] do that you know
what
[ __ ] I I wouldn't put myself in your
spot but I'm respecting you I I have if
I don't do it I'm going to get ritten up
no dude you have to
look on this is what probably going to
be one of the biggest tests of your
career but is it your career or is it
your
job which one is it for you oh right now
it's just a job because I'm going to be
leaving somewhere else but is law
enforcement your career or is law
enforcement your job
career your heart and your job dude
don't let something come
back 10 years from now and bite you yeah
but I respect you for what you have to
do I do not judging
you all I ask is when you do 15 her
she's she is complete set on suicide
dude and we need to stop that part we
need to get some help on her and I hope
you're hot cuz I want reported cuz she's
dead set she's like I'm going to run in
front of the train before I go to jail
and
so um I mean her career is you know it's
going to be questionable now but it's
not worth dying over so if you'll just
help her with that well on the the thing
is if she's already and I I heard her
yeah you know she's already made the the
threats um and at that point I have to
take her to the hospital yeah that's
that's what I have to do yeah um the
thing is
I
for however long it takes for an eval I
may not be able to stay with her no I
get it so she may be released to the
hospital that night
yeah
so I get it hey I'm not here judging you
though you know you got one hell of a
decision but you know there's a
difference between Career and a job well
I already I
already yeah I love her to death I do
anything for her but your career is just
as important Y and this is I
mean coming up 10 years now when you're
trying to promotee to a captain or
something somewhere
yeah yep so I respect you for the
decision you have to make I don't envy
you but I
yeah all right Michelle all right
so okay okay I'm listening to you well
do you want to do the fields yes or
no so will you be honest with me yeah is
it going to help me or no it could
however if you do poorly on them it it
won't help you assing I need up been
jail um based on the statements that
you've already
made openly I'm going to have to take
you to the hospital
first okay I have to I have to do that
first my I I heard you say
that I have to take you to the hospital
first I
know but this there's a big hurdle right
here and if this was anybody else and
they were making statements like that
you know that you would tell law
enforcement and no your life is not
worth this first and
foremost okay nobody died tonight and
nobody needs to die tonight I rather die
than have people at the hospital know my
personal feelings and I [ __ ] up in the
head absolutely I'd rather die before I
let them know that but you know so LT
you asked for will to be honest with you
he's going to you're going to go to jail
there's no they can't get away from it
but the thing
is I don't want to go to jail because of
my own personal being and I'm [ __ ] up
in the head I understand but with the
suicide threat you you you told Will
so they got to follow i' rather [ __ ]
go to jail than go to the hospital cuz
those people are going to judge people
well I I get that 100% [ __ ] them they're
asshol I get that 100% And I don't know
who's there but if they have to go up
there you know I'm going to be the I'm
going to beat will there and I'm going
to talk to somebody and we're going to
do
this I'll try to do it our
way I'm here to help you but I let's
talk to you little smart I'm not running
away I'm right
here
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so we don't have to do the fields okay
okay but what I'm going to do okay are
you willing to give a breath test I'm
going to fail it okay are you willing to
give
one that's what you want for me I'll do
it
okay
so I'm going to read something to you
real quick
okay like I'm about to lose my job not
yet
You Know Chief is going to make me lose
my I'm going to get you a
CH please do not do this
please please B you okay I have I have I
have to do my job
okay have you seen de
kids be honest with me I'm not trying to
change your mind please be honest with
me now have you seen dead
kids I not in person no you heard about
them yeah
okay so when you're about to read this
to me understand that and when you see a
dead kid you'll understand around
okay M please don't let this happen s
about know yeah I no I'm about to lose
my job right about now [ __ ] now I'm
about to lose my
job doesn't mean it's the end yet I
don't want them to take me to the
hospital I'm about to lose my job that's
what I'm about to do I'm about to lose
my job everything I work so [ __ ] hard
for it's not a guarantee that you're
going to lose it he's never seen a dead
kid I understand LT I understand how are
you going to guarantee my job I can't
I'm not lying to you you know I'm not
going to lie to you I can't guarantee it
but it doesn't mean it's automatic I
don't know how it all works we haven't
been in this position yet I'm about to
lose my job okay Michelle listen to me
I'm about to tell you something
important okay okay you're under arrest
for DWI okay the New Mexico implied
consent act requires you to submit to a
breath test to determine the alcohol
content of your blood after you take our
test you have the right to choose an
additional independent test if you
choose to take this additional
independent test you have a right to a
reasonable opportunity to arrange for a
physician a licensed nurse or a
laboratory technician or technologist
who is employed by a hospital or a
physician of your own choice to perform
an additional chemical test the cost of
this additional test will be paid for by
the law enforcement agency you agree to
take our
test I have no
answer
okay your right to speak or I'm sorry uh
your right to speak to an attorney or
remain silent does not applyed to the
requirement of New Mexico law that you
take a breath test youone
that's my phone I don't I don't know I
gave it to one of you
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guys do you want to take a breath
test everything everything
I everything I work
doesn't mean it's over yet it it's over
Michelle do you want to take the breath
test everything I
for how you know I don't know it for a
fact how do you know for a fact I don't
Michelle if you continue to ignore me
I'm going to considered a
refusal what am I supposed to say just
answer whatever whatever questions he
has if I answer you if I answer not
probably going to be talking too right I
don't know I'm just saying I don't know
which is the worst of it I don't either
what is my best answer will what is it I
I can't tell you that yes you can you're
an officer so if you answer yes and you
submit to a breath test that'll give us
a breath receipt with the amount of
alcohol that's in your system and I'm
going to fail it if you
refuse then it's an automatic revocation
of your driver's license okay then yes
whatever makes you happy whatever is the
best option for me okay so you want to
take the breath
test why
you I have to do my
job I over that
please
whatever you have to do okay we're going
to have to go to the Grand Police
Department not me a joke okay once we're
done there I can take you to the
hospital or if I [ __ ] I'm not [ __ ]
going to the hospital I don't want
anybody to know I'm suicidal or think I
want to kill myself is that what you
want you've made the statement I don't
[ __ ] I I have to do something with
that I don't [ __ ] care
don't you want to take my opinion take
it right now don't [ __ ] do
it
okay I understand you're upset Michelle
I
do anything inter TR you want toilet my
make sure it's not
there all right well want to put your
hands behind your back okay thanks for
ending my career
will front we'll go and put them up
front just go ahead and bring uh your
unitor all right do you have anything in
your mouth no I [ __ ] don't okay well
would you mind lifting up your tongue
for me okay does that help you that's
all
right 108
regel I don't know I
know uh not well I'll probably allow her
a phone call if she wants
it 141 10:15 47 at this time startor my
20-minute deoration perod
please I'm sorry two are there's two
vehicles that are following you around
sir
okay all right give me one second
you all right huh that gu all right
somebody's following around I guess yeah
I'm I'm the piece of [ __ ] and that guy
does whatever he wants
right all right Michelle let's
go you at least throw it out the window
cuz I get
anxiety you want to take your phone with
you no take it you have my pin number
1795 1795 yeah okay you don't want it to
go with you am I going to get it back in
like a short period of time
uh well if you want it then once you get
released and you'll be able to call
someone to pick you up well he has my
debit card and he has the PIN number so
do you want your phone to go with you or
not really you're calling can I at least
said texting my PIN number
yeah
all right man 1795 is to unlock my pH
can you okay I got you can you roll out
the window at least yeah I can roll it
down well I'll roll it down a little bit
up front
Okay hey
uh
he said all that added everything that's
going on about wanting to hurt herself
yeah understandable it's up to you if
you still want to take
her you know her better than I do
you know what it's her she's just said
it repeatedly and I mean when when she
when he asked her do you want to hurt
yourself she goes not right now
oh I'm worried about her I'll tell you
that all right I'm extremely she going
go you're going to go I I want to go to
the hospital I'm going to give my little
heads up cuz they need they need a
little bit of professional courtesy to
get her in the room and whatever if she
refuses from there then that's good for
you but you know what I mean do well the
thing thing is I have to take her in to
get an evil that's fine um so and at
that point if I'm probably going to go
up there then while you guys are doing
uh Fields doing the breath she is going
to go to the hospital so um once we're
done there um depending on how long it
takes she's if she if she's there for
too long it's I'm probably going to end
up criminal summon criminal summonsing
her into court she may not be booked
tonight so that's if she's not if she's
not tonight I'll tell you right now she
has a gun in her house and she's already
told
me I think that's just put her in I'll
tell you right now she already told me
she tell her exact words I have gun in
my house and I do it not even take her
to the hospital and just take her
straight to jail that's what I would do
just let them know yeah okay just let
her know be bet she comes out tonight on
a criminal summons I have a feeling
it'll end up wor than want maybe be able
to talk my sergeant and letting using
our service a get her jail clearance you
take care of what you need to over at
the hospital and use him to to
transport yeah I'll just give him
probable cause yeah just get with uh get
with sam3 and he may be able we may be
able to do that right well if I I think
I'm I'll just take her to the jail and
let them know hey you know what this is
what she's told me yeah that works yeah
cuz I don't want her to go home tonight
I I want her to don't get me wrong I'd
love to see her go home tonight I don't
want her to go home to that yeah well
that's and not only that she's still not
sober yeah so her mind isn't yeah in the
right place right now uh homeboy across
the street I guess uh was getting
followed by a couple
cars but we haven't seen any car since
he pulled down been watching okay all
right I'm going to run to the office
real quick the bre uh we'll see if not
then just ask for
a
PBT that way the jail knows where she's
at that's all it is for yeah all
right thank you right right
there right there a little bit more I
have bad anxiety
please right there if I can have the
whole window on I'm not going to give
you the whole window I'm not going to
bust out of your handcuffs will Michelle
I'm that's about as far as I'm going to
go okay little
more one wa regel
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May when we get in there uh I'm not
going to run from you will right after
the
test what test the breath test can I
please pee I have to pee if you have not
going to run from if you pee before the
test then we have to restart the
time the 20 minute deprivation time can
I please pee I have to pee so bad I'm
going to piss on
myself just it'll be 5 minutes will
please can I please pee I'm not going to
run from you I just have to pee right
there just let's do the 5 minutes real
quick and then we'll be done and then
you can do whatever you want I have to
pee so bad I'm going to piss on myself
right now okay fine
please
thank you
mhm
108
Regal
let's walk in here
which one or that one uh this
one here uh yeah I just need to put the
cast back up front Okay really yeah well
you know I'm not going anywhere I
know this is
[ __ ] can't disagree with you but
then why are you're doing it I have to
or else I'm going to get in trouble by
who my
lieutenants Max SE
yeah
[ __ ] one8
regel one's right
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regel 74 go and restart my 20 minute
deprivation period
please
three
number
can't do that
what why because I'm afraid that you're
going to hurt yourself I'm not follow me
home and I'll give you in my gun that's
all like thing I have to hurt
myself can't do that if you worried
about it you send me in hospital right
now I'm not stupid we both know how it
plays
out you don't hear two [ __ ] about me
yes I do no you don't okay the thing is
okay I know that you don't want to go to
the the hospital okay I know you don't
want to and I'm respecting them okay but
you don't give two [ __ ] about what I've
seen or doubt with you do I I can't
control that Michelle I can't control
that just like you can't control
that I'm not asking
YouTube I'm asking for a
break I can't cut breaks why I wish I
could but I can't I've seen you
not on something like this I haven't
given a break on a
DWI that's
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interesting okay
remember cuz if I keep my drum there
won't be breaks
period Well I wish I could but you wish
you could but you're
not the thing is if I cut you a break I
would lose my job how okay all toen
right
down
how I can't I can't do that I'll Tony
right now ask
him I'm not asking for a favor but I
kind of am there's that fine balance we
both know
it
if I call you your boss right now he
probably tell me to let you
go and you know
that but I don't want to do that to you
I wish I could Who you calling
dispatch about what your social security
number you want I'll give it
you what is it
again
what's the last four 1795
1795
okay okay you got me to uh restart the
20 minutes
right okay what was the time on
that
so it would have started at
okay
120 yeah
okay if you could give me a call when a
it's
done uh whenever it's done give me a
call
okay Sor all right
bye
come on dude I can't I'm kid you not I
just can't because if I were to give you
a break I'd have to give Every Other
Drug driver out there a
break then take me home I [ __ ] up I
can't do that either why cuz if I did
that for you I'd have to do it for
everybody
else
right but you want to favor every other
day I haven't asked you for a favor not
you but your department has I'm sure
they have I'm sure they have
unfortunately I can't
why have I ever been rude to you no you
haven't have I ever treated you like
[ __ ] no then why can't you do this favor
for
me wish I could you could if you call
Tony right now he'd probably tell you to
do this favor for
me and you know I'm right that's why you
don't want to call me
I also don't want to call him at 1:30 in
the morning that's a [ __ ] excuse might
be but we both know I'm right I don't
know if you're right or
not your stepdad your mom they both like
me I know they do then why can't you do
this favor for me why well
why am I asking for much I [ __ ] at my
truck did I not yeah you did okay so
please let me go home
can't do that
why you know I'm about to lose my job
right you know that yep you're you're
going to be the reason why I'm going to
lose my job
right no I'm not going to be the reason
that you lost your job you're going to
be the reason that you lost your
job I've helped you out of time you I'm
sure you
have but you won't help me out I wish I
could I really do you could
then stop filling up that paperwork and
take me home can't do that why cuz I
have a job to do no you
don't you're a little Republican
cup Deputy like the rest of them are you
not I am a deputy yes are you a
Republican like the rest of all more
conservative
can
then help me out come on man I can't
why you're about to make me lose my job
you know that
right everything I've worked so hard for
I made a Michelle I'm sorry I have a bad
decision have you seen dead kids have
you not that I can recall okay so I se
nine you want to talk about all n them
not particularly this is what goes
through my head it's not an excuse it's
not right it's not wrong it's not right
but have you seen dead
kids have you well honestly not that I
can recall yeah you
can but I can name you nine kids do you
want to hear about
him do you want to hear about him or no
Michelle that's okay no it's not okay
because this is what's go through my
head this is what led me to right here
right now do you want to hear about it
or no not particularly of course not
because you're that piece of [ __ ] person
that doesn't want to hear about what I
want through you know Michelle okay this
is already hard for me to do it's not
okay all right let's
hear have you seen a dead
kid nope you
haven't nope no you haven't NOP that's
the easiest answer I've seen
nine Brandon will do you want to hear
about the nine kids I've seen this is
where it's all me to right now right
this moment in my
time I'm sorry that it led you here
you're not though I am how are you okay
cuz I didn't want to do this okay I was
forced to do this then talk to me how do
I make you
better look at me look at
me
my n dead KS here dude like I'm so
[ __ ] with that it's not an excuse no
I'm not looking
for you seen dead kids have you no okay
do you don't know what I'm goinging to
right now people met make bad decisions
every
day and when I seen my
kids last week just 7 days ago I seen a
13-year-old h
it was the worst hanging of my career my
life do you want to hear about that you
don't because nobody does I'm not asking
for excuse I'm not asking for I just
want you to understand where I'm coming
from people make bad decisions every day
and I'm one of those people you're
absolutely right so I chose alcohol try
to cope with my problems
will you want me to call you br want me
to call me call you little whatever it
is you want me to call you I'll call you
that
for you never dead kid have you not that
I can recall no last Su that that Hy was
the
worst worst the worst he tied a center
block to his legs he tied The Noose to
his neck and he HED for the best guess
what he got the best yep I'm sure he did
he did and I'm I'm not trying to make
you feel guilty I'm not I'm not trying
to do that but I just want you to
understand where I'm coming from no I
know where you're coming from CU I know
that we see like some [ __ ] up [ __ ] I
know we
do then why can't you cope with me why
can't you help me out because I have to
hold you accountable for what you
did okay I didn't wreck your truck I did
I get that I I [ __ ] it up that's my
baby that's my pride and joy I'm not
trying to ask you to fix it I'm not I'm
not asking anything for it I will pay
for it I will fix it I [ __ ] up right
here and unfortunately I have to hold
you accountable for that okay I was
hoping that state police would do it
okay because I've known you for my whole
life yes you have okay but I have to do
my
job yes I know you know Tony don't do
his job and you know
that um the sheriff is way above me I
can't say what he's no no you can't say
it he's way above you because he's your
your commanding
officer I'm not asking for a favor I
just want you to understand where I'm
coming from well you haven't seen a dick
kid I I pray to God you never have to
[ __ ] it [ __ ] with your head it does
it's not an excuse it's not it's not
right no wrong
but I am Bing you
please you both know I [ __ ] up I made
a bad choice
and I will deal with financial heart
please
will I have to do what I have to do
unfortunately why
because I they make me do this okay who
the lieutenant said that I can't give
this to State Police because we don't
realize or they don't recognize conflict
of interest how is it the conflict of
interest I thought you
I've known you my entire life you know
that's
fair have I ever treated treated you
partly nope then come on dude I'm asking
I am asking you for
please please do not send me to
jail like give me all the finds and
tickets in the world I'm not begging you
to change any of thate I'm about to lose
my job if you send me to jail you know
that
you know
that I'm the
coolest pleas I work so hard for it like
just because you haven't seen that kids
and I have be better than me it does
not you're right it doesn't it not
fair I get it the way I cing things
isn't better than anybody else
but that was a dead kid I have several
nine to be
exact it doesn't me it Fable he's do not
send me to jail
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please give me all the PLS in the world
please but please do not send me to jail
it's not
fair
right I have to do what I have to do
Michelle why
call to right now I'm not going to do
that
why because you know he'd be on my side
right I'm not I also don't want to wake
him up at the middle of the night then
do
it I don't ask your favor please will
please
please please call
her please I
can't do that yes you can please please
I am beging you
please am I a CO
firefighter when you were in trol was I
a dick to you no okay please just call
him
please please I am making
you I'll never ask for a favor from you
ever again please just call here please
please please
please I [ __ ] up I know that I get
that my truck is
total my little baby my heart and soul
is [ __ ] up but please I'm asking
you please please please
please will you please call him will you
please reconsider this
please
please please can't do that
why because
right please Michelle I can't do that
yes you can no I can't
please we both know if you call him that
he'll he'll be okay with it please I'm
Bing you right now I want to drive home
I will walk home from this point on
please ragon please can't do it
why because if I let if you if I let you
off on this I would lose my job how Okay
because then would be I would be known
as the guy that did favors for everyone
do
that who am I going tell I'm not going
to risk that please just please call
Tony
please BR I'm beging you
please Brandy
please I am not going to tell anybody
anything please please I am basing
you we both have jobs at stake right yep
and that's that's why I can't do what
you're asking me to do but you know when
I get out if I call Tony he's probably
going to get pissed off and get pissed
off at you right well if he does then he
does but neither one of us want that
right no you're right
but I'd rather him be mad after the fact
than sit there and say Hey you shouldn't
please please please Michelle I cannot
do that yes you can just call him if he
says no he says no please nope
Brandon I can't do it Michelle if he
says no he says
no please can't do it
why because for one it's almost 1:40 at
in the morning okay I don't need to wake
him
up please I have one phone call right
what if you want to make your phone call
when you get to the jail absolutely can
I call Tony please
13 not I can't use my phone Brandon you
know we both know the answer this please
just call him nope you know I wouldn't
throw you under the bus you know that
can't do
that right here Michelle I wish I could
I wish I could help you out okay I
really do you're not helping me though
okay as much as I wish I I could I
can't you just don't want
to
no
you just don't want to that's the
difference because if you call Tony
right now he would tell you to let me
know we'll figure it out in the morning
and we both know
that if I'm wrong call if I'm wrong call
okay I'm going to read this to you again
Bron please just call
Michelle listen to me I'm about to tell
you something important okay you're
under arrest for DWI the New Mexico
implied consent act requires you to
submit to a breath test to determine the
alcohol content of your blood after you
take our test you the right to choose an
additional independent test if you
choose to take this additional
independent test you have the right to a
reasonable opportunity to arrange for a
physician a licensed nurse or a
laboratory technician or technologist
who is employed by a hospital or phys
physician of your own choice perform an
additional chemical test the cost of
this additional test will be paid for by
the law enforcement agency do you agree
to take her
test call
Tony okay do you want to take our test
call Tony
okay you right to speak to an attorney
or remain silent does not apply to the
requirements in the Mexico law that you
take bread test call Tony okay where's
my phone so what I'm going to do I'm
going to put this mouthpiece on here
okay and start at the
machine that's when you're going to be
giv the opportunity to give a breath
test call Telly that's what I'm asking
you want an option I'm asking you call
Tony okay
Michelle at this point I'm not calling
Tony at all it's not happening it's not
a choice okay I'm giving I'm giving you
a choice you either take the test or you
don't you're not calling Tony what I'm
asking for no I'm not going to call Tony
of course not okay do you agree to take
our test whatever you want Brandon If It
Makes You Happy is that a yes or no if
whatever makes you happy Brandon is that
a yes or no Michelle whatever makes you
happy
you decide from there it's a yes or a no
whatever makes you happy okay whatever
you want Brandon I'm going to go ahead
and go with the no response on this okay
I'm going to read it okay not what I
said I'm going to read it I'm going to
start with the
machine and then whenever the uh I still
feel like you should call toony that's
what I've asked of you hold on give me
one second who's that Tony
dispatch so talk to Tony
be careful is the 20 minutes
up uh yeah okay perfect thank
you all right
bye okay so do you agree to take our
test are you recording right now yes I
am all right let me see it's on okay so
you're not even going to call Tony in it
what I asked of you okay I cannot force
you to take this test but if you refuse
you will lose refusing but I asked you
to call Tony okay you will lose your New
Mexico driver's license or non-resident
operating privilege for one year if you
are convicted in court of driving wall
into the influence also receive a
greater sentence because you refuse to
be tested do you understand I'm now
refusing but can you call Tony okay so
what I'm going to do I'm going to put a
new mouthpiece on here okay I'm not
refusing you can call Tony okay I am not
calling Tony so that's your choice not
mine
correct will you put that on camera it's
on camera okay
I'll do whatever you want but I want you
to call Tomy that's my right goad and
have a seat Michelle
okay first I got to blow on I can't sit
well I have to type in all this
information okay call tell me while
you're at it cuz that's my right
right uh yeah if you want your one phone
call you can go ahead and call him call
Tony W right
now oh wait you're not no ma' I'm not of
course
not are you doing this I have to no you
don't GP offic is here right
now you're doing this you
nope doing it because I have to
no what's up call my
Que
what do you need an ambulance for I
don't give you an
answer I my here
okay okay so at this time machine's
going to go ahead and power up
okay it's going to prompt you to provide
a breast sample okay at which time you
can stand up and provide a a breast
sample I also asked for an ambulance I
want my place here okay I know my rights
okay the intoxilizer will ask for a
breast sample if you don't provide a
breast sample it will time out okay I'm
not denying if it times out it is
considered a refusal it's not I just
want an ambulance here it's my
right
okay
well
let give it a second
okay if just telling you okay I know my
rights what's your primary
complaint doesn't matter well I have to
let dispatch know what your primary
complaint is I've been called from the
stupidest things I my here okay well so
you have his number in your phone right
I don't [ __ ] I don't 24 2854 call
him okay that's what I want all right
our machine is going to prompt for a
breast sample okay like I said if a
breast sample isn't introduced it's
considered refusal your fault not
mine okay it's
fine you have at this time you can
provide a breast s for do you have your
cellone I do call M okay
my cell phone has to be turned off so
that the intox slider doesn't
become it creates an interference you're
such a liar we both know this no I've
had the training with
it if you use a cell phone the waves
create an interference come we talk to
that your L I've already started it up
this is your time you to provide a bre
sample you did not ask my choice okay
Michelle
I'm not going to play this game with you
me either okay if you want to provide a
breath sample at this time is now the
time to do it if not it's going to be
considered
refusal trust not M okay that's fine are
you recording that yes ma'am I am are
you yep call
mik 2 4
2854
now you call as for you D my I'm sorry
you call M I ask for you D my help we're
going to wait for this and then we're
going to of
course
okay like I said you can provide a bre
sample completely up to
you want I want to talk to somebody
first before I do that okay well once uh
this is done I'll call Mike I'll call
dispatch let Mike know I'll call my
right
now of course you H I can't because if I
use my phone it'll create an
interference
whatever
we both know it's [ __ ] cuz I've been
in your standing right next to you and
the person in custody is standing
here we both know that
well that's the way it
works the same thing with the
radio and that's why my radio's off
whatever you say okay
Michelle I arguing with you did I ever
say that no
ma'am
my 24
2854 oh wait you
won't I'll call them once we're done
here like I said no you won't
okay I consider your actions refusal be
tested whatever you say will
okay
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yeah you're not calling dispatch to get
me what I'm asking for I get it right
now ma'am no you're
not you're turning on your radio which
you said that was
recording it's finished now because
you're G
okay
108
regel uh 41 is requesting that 37 Mike
ma uh sees her she's also requesting
55 I didn't ask for 55 I asked for
mik you can
2255
15 you want M's
number no ma'am I'll go and let dispatch
call
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them one white or what was my 1015
time so we both know dispatch fck it
after so call Mike 2854 that's his
number okay
well unfortunately I have to go through
this
batch 104
104 104 direct thank
you you being so stubborn I have to do
what I have to do okay also to what did
you want us to
do she's advising that she wants to
speak to
him we'll go and let him
know just
call you going to be that stubborn
Michelle you haven't made this
necessarily easy for me either okay you
haven't made it easy for me either I've
tried to make it as easy as possible you
haven't you're arrested me you're I have
that's what I have to do no you don't
have
to will you please call Mike 2
42854 that's Mike's number call him if
you if you want to show good faith in
yourself then call him that's his number
don't wake anybody else that's who I
want Mike 2854 24 2854
if you have a good faith in me then you
will do what I ask of you and then I'll
do the rest for you 2
42854 we'll see if dispatch can get a
hold of him if not then so you're not
willing to do a good thing for
me well if they can't get a hold of him
then but I'm asking you 505 24 2854 I'm
giving you his number everything for it
okay call him dispatch is getting a hold
of it right we all know how dispatch is
good you know they
[Music]
[ __ ] that's why you shake your
little fingers and do what you got to do
we both know they're pieces of [ __ ] okay
all
right
he's call dispatch is calling him you
have your phone right I do then please
call that's all I'm asking for you I
will cooperate from this point on if you
call him and get in here it's all I'm
asking well dispatch is getting all
please please they're getting a hold of
it
I8 did she want Mr M to go to 81 or via
21 uh via 21 pass through toing my
21 please go ahead and back uh one white
Regional she's requesting that she come
to gpds
81 that he comes here yeah you said she
oh you haven't seen good kids yet I'm
coming
from I asking for a favor I
am a
huge see get kids right nope so you
don't know where I com from right no I
don't am I asking you for a
favor
yeah I'm sorry for it's a huge favor I
can't do it because if I did I'd lose my
job how Okay because if I did that then
I'd have to let every other drug forever
out so if we call Tony right now would
he say I'm not calling Tony
but just hypothetically this no Michelle
I'm not
hypothetically hypothetically are you
listening right now mhm if we call Tony
right now would he say to let him go I
don't know I honestly believe that he
would say to make the best
choice I feel like you say let me go I
get I [ __ ] up I'm not asking
for other than I [ __ ] up my truck is
[ __ ] up we both we both know
that we both know that right
mhm it's probably unrepairable like
total
right
possibly well you see a dead kid and you
hold the dead
K you feel this life this this
live it does okay
well
I get you don't care you don't
understand and when you my situation
you'll understand and you'll care
Michelle I do care okay you don't care
okay okay well let's hear if you care
let's hear
it I care but I can't I can't just give
you more time
okay at this point we're once mik comes
we're going to go to jaob why because
you you made a mistake I did you drove
drunk I did and I'm not denying that
okay so why can't you help me out and
just let me go home and I'll fix it
tomorrow did I heard anybody I don't
know I don't know if there was injuries
or not well then find
out okay but I'm not worst case scenario
I did not heard
anybody
I'm asking you for a huge F I get that I
can't just let a drunk driver go
Michelle speeding ticket
maybe what if Tony says let me go right
now right now if he were to call me then
I'd have to follow a directive okay okay
if he were to call me I'm not going to
call him in the middle of the night
though why
because I'm not going to bug him in the
middle of the night when it's the
weekend you know I have to adult right
yeah then why can't you do a favor for
me because that's different how's it
different you broke a criminal law I
understand that so like you were a
little [ __ ] when we were in jol I would
disagree how okay I'm not going to talk
to you with
this
it's always one person's opinion Dev is
the other
right all right let's
go please wait for
mik fine it's all I'm asking if you
don't want to do anything else for me
please wait for Mike
okay
why you being so mean to me right now I
was never mean to you ever okay Michelle
I have to do what I have to do okay M if
it wasn't with me it would have been
State Police if it wasn't with State
Police it would have been with
grants told has left me here right
now okay well Grand actually would have
put you in the other room and would have
been typing up the problem cost
statement right now no State Police you
would be sitting in their holding cell
while they type up their problem cost
statement absolutely not
okay I get you have a job to do and I
get you have something to prove I
understand that I don't have anything to
prove you have a lot to prove you're
Rick has nothing to do with it really
yep all I want is mik here so I can talk
to you for a few minutes and then we'll
go from there
okay can you call him well he's on his
way you want his number make sure he's
on his
way I trust his patch when they say that
if he's on his way he's on his way trust
his patch they like you guys not
us don't shake your
will I would disagree but all right
whatever do you have your s hm do you
have your S I do then call 24
2854 that's okay dispatch got a hold of
it I am asking you for a favor right now
call him please
this batch got a hold of
it I am not trying to be difficult I
just want you to understand where I'm
coming from I understand where you're
coming from okay I can only imagine how
it feels you don't though you can't
exactly that's why I said I can only
imagine you can't imagine though okay
you can't I don't know your pain you I
don't know what you're what you're going
through right now all I want is who can
understand where I'm CL for and that's
Mike that's why I'm asking you to call
him well this F got a hold of him no
they do not they're bunch of riches we
both know
that see
a
don't you're right I know you can put
your hand in your gun your taser and and
look tough I'm just resting my
hands I'm just standing here you can
look like a big big bad guy but you
don't understand where any of us are
going for when you see a
okay this is where my mentality is
sitting right
now I'm made a bad choice tonight I get
that I understand that
but till you've walked in m in my shoes
you won't understand it then you're
right
okay I won't see Life Through Your Eyes
please just call Mike
please please I'm asking you if I only
ask you for one
favor 24 2854
please pull out your phone please call
him I'm sure he's on his
way please
R
please if
there one person that could talk me down
everything right now it's please please
okay he's on his way you don't please
call please I am B me
please
please
please Michelle when dispatch tells me
that he's on his way I trust him okay I
trust that he's on his way I'm glad you
trust him cuz we don't okay well I'm
sorry that you feel that way please will
you just call
him Brion
please some by for a 21
C
okay
hello hey what's up man hey Mike so
Michelle wants to talk to
you okay where are you guys at we're at
the uh at GPD
can I go up there or not
yeah I'll be up there in a minute all
right
okay St here because I'm [ __ ]
arrested about toose
my
Michelle do you want to go outside and
get some
air are you going to judge me because I
need air no absolutely not now that's
why I'm asking you
please Myer you're not going to throw me
in the back of your car are you no if
you want to sit on my bumper or whatever
you can
I get it I did bad
choice sit right here
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[Applause]
yeah
you don't even know how to deal with me
right now
[Music]
man
for
we all make mistakes Michelle worried
about the mistakes the [ __ ] I've seen in
my Carew that caused me to make this
mistake very keep very few people that
have seen me and Mike SE
man you haven't held lifeless babies in
your owns you you haven't seen child
abuse and it's first man you have
it have it
man
understand we I
know he may not have seen it but he's he
understands no he don't [ __ ]
understand it he doesn't to a point how
just through life just through what the
worst thing you've seen Brandon I've
seen a lot of dead bodies no kids though
you haven't seen kids I've seen nine
nine dead kids the worst one I seen was
suay man that kid hung himself it was
the
worst I'm not asking for any excuse just
I want understanding
man get the I've ever seen in my whole
entire life my whole entire career that
rope was dug into him right no nobody
understands that no I wasn't there for
it I understand that but I wasn't there
for
it 100% I I would not try to argue with
you at
all
all
worst I've
seen and I'm not making excuse for what
I did earlier my trick is [ __ ] up it's
total right I'm not asking she I yeah
I'm asking not to go to jail right
now I just I [ __ ] up because that's
all I
been we and I can't get out
you know what this is going to be the
start of making something happen I'm
about to lose my job Mike I'm about to
lose my job cuz he won't give me a
break with everything that happened
though I don't know that he even could
if he wanted
to how I'm about to go to jail if if it
were for you and I begged him to call
you I'd be in jail right now I
understand I know
I but what what he's got to do is
if it it' probably be different way
different if it was that you went
through a fence or something like that
but there's other two people yes they're
okay they didn't go to the hospital but
it that just complicated
everything does that make sense I know
it right now I probably wouldn't make
100%
sense I'm worried about J I'm not open I
know I know and this is the first step
to if I go to jail when I get out I'm
telling you right now I'll [ __ ]
[ __ ] shoot myself in the head when I
get home I will tell you that right
[ __ ] not if I go get
done I'm not I am asking for yeah I know
and I know that if there was anything
possible that will could do he would do
it he won't call Tony right now
Tony Tony's going to Ton's going to
back I call it but I know I know I
already know what Tony's going to
[Music]
say I honestly do only because there was
other people
involved can't I [ __ ] up that's the
only reason but right now I'm jail is
there it's no jail is not an option for
me cuz if I go to jail and I get home I
would have [ __ ] blow my brains out
I'm telling you right [ __ ] now that's
what we need to fix no it's not there's
nothing to fix about it no there is to
jail and I get home tomorrow or ronday
I'm going to [ __ ] blow it right down
not if I have that
gun go find it in the house you don't
know my pass I know but I'll figure out
a way to get in there firefighter you
will set my alarm off
firefighter I
am I know dear I
know I can't I [ __ ] up
if I go to jail and when I get off
tomorrow Monday I will [ __ ] blow my
brains up I am not going to C for any of
the [ __ ] I'm telling you right [ __ ]
now if I have to go to jail right
now there will not be a Monday or
Tuesday what's the difference between
gel and not gel you're still going to
have to face what happened [ __ ] I cuz
I'll blow my brain out when I get home
so one way or another your whole plan is
I can't let that happen sorry I can't I
can't I can't honestly try to I'm about
to lose my job Mike if I go to jail
tonight I'm going to lose my job I can't
make it to work on Monday that doesn't
mean your life is over yes it is no it
does not everything I work so hard but
it doesn't mean your life is over at all
doesn't mean your life is over [ __ ] that
how's it not because there's other
things you can do like what back at the
hospital you loved working out the
hospital you go back to school you do
all there's so many things that if you
lose fire if I lose my job at the fire
department I'm done no you're not done
that's the problem I am telling you
right now you're not done there's so
many more things in this world that can
be done and that you're going to be
great at if I go to jail tonight I am
done with everything and when I get out
of jail I will my break I talking right
[ __ ] down there is nothing anybody
can stop me and change my life there's
nothing to live for yes there is how
what job are you here at the hospital
there's no job the bottomy go back to
the starting there till you get to
school there no job off that don't mean
there's all kinds of stuff that opens up
you know that as long as I do but I
can't sit here and tell Will you know
what let's see about letting her go more
and more you keep saying that the more
and more I want to take you to get an
ebil fine whatever you got to do when I
get out they're not going to [ __ ]
hold me I [ __ ] go my I know that's
the problem if you go up there for an
eal they're probably going to keep you
law
enfor I know and I don't want that
hey so she's saying that she goes to
jail when she gets out she's going to
kill
herself
what
problem
[Music]
yeah
yeah well what I'll do is I'll uh take
her to the hospital and then I'll see if
the service Aid can watch
her well if it's past our shift or
whatever I'll give the service Aid the
tra cause statement so he can book her
in on
us so all right
buddy
why
hey I'm going to end up taking her to
the hospital for
Nal she's saying that she's going to
kill
herself
[ __ ] she didn't she
refused
well once Mike's done once Mike's done
talking to her
um [ __ ] man I don't know why my [ __ ]
Lieutenant made me put me through this
dude it's [ __ ] ridiculous but
whatever yeah I'm still we're sitting
outside the 81 right now Mike's talking
to
her
all right I'll
uh I'll I'll bring her
soon all right
by I'll I'll try to call Tony you I know
he's a call out because he Val put in
Snapchat so I'll try to call
it
I
know let me see I you said I know where
was got
earlier I'm sorry Michelle I'm sorry to
man I'm not trying to put you in this
situation but man I'm telling you right
now if I have to go to jail and then I
get
out I I will kill
myself and you can get me all the help
you want in the world but the minut I
get out I will kill
myself
okay and I don't ever want you to change
who you are cuz I think you're a good
officer Deputy
sorry cuz I have masing for a lot right
now if I have to go to jail I will it
will not be good when I get I will tell
you that right
now my
I
think I think M has your
phone mik you still have her phone yeah
I do you have my keys no to my house
it's in my truck console oh
no put the
voice I got to go to jail I got to go to
jail they'll probably let me get your
keys to the house if you want me to get
them it's up to you I got to go to jail
is what it
is he didn't answer
now no chance I let bond out
tonight not with not with core
Civic the old Jael yeah but not core
Civic I'm probably going to take you to
the hospital though Michelle
I I almost have to now do not either I
if you could ever do me a favor do not
take me to
that please do not H me to the hospital
leave me the [ __ ] down please
the thing is with what you've said if if
I it's not going to change it if I go
there if I go there
right right no but it clears me so
you're worried about your I'm not going
to sue you is that what you're worried
about the the thing is Michelle knows my
family like he already knows what my
wishes are Michelle I if if I take you
to the hospital and they clear you and
then you go to jail
then if
it's can you get my keys to my house
from
here if if we can get if I can get to
the car
yes do what you got to do it's
embarrassing to go to the hospital if
you go if if you wants to take you up
there I'm going to go up there first I'm
going to talk to charge nurse I'm going
to try to do everything out in his
unit want to take me [ __ ] taking me
to jail I understand but it's kind of
like our refusal oh we give refusals I
think that's what he's talking
about day I got I got to get released
sometime right yeah I'm going to kill
myself when I get released so to do
it whether you waste your time sitting
at the hospital that's a waste of your
time right sitting at the hospit Melle
if I have to waste my time you don't
care you don't give a [ __ ] yes I do you
do not Michelle I do no you don't if I
didn't have to do this tonight I
wouldn't okay then you would have let me
go and you would have let some you would
have taken me home or somebody else
would have I wouldn't be sitting right
here PS
right my hands are tied with what I'm
allowed to do I [ __ ] up my truck my
truck my baby my life is total right
right probably probably yeah I [ __ ] up
I get that I'm not asking for favor in
that aspect [ __ ] Happ you to call mic
and I begged you to call Mic did I not
yeah and you didn't want to do it right
no I called him once no not right away
no not there was a reason I couldn't do
that was because the machine was going
and I explain that to you
Michelle just take me to the hospital do
what you got to do take me to the jail
okay I'll get released and I'll go home
and [ __ ] blow my brain out it is what
it is right
oh I don't want you to kill yourself I
don't [ __ ] care what you have to say
I'll see up there throw me in the back
of your car and do what you got to do
because when I get home I'm [ __ ] blow
my brains
[Applause]
out
can you just take me to the [ __ ] jail
I have to take you to the hospital now
Michelle 108
reg continue mileage I'm being route to
SAA
General
24 going to help with your
punches absolutely
not absolutely yes or no I said
absolutely not good then you can
understand where I'm coming
from
can you when we get there please let
these go I won't run I won't do stupid
[ __ ] like I work with these people
please Michelle I can't do that
you're to you
yet no Michelle you haven't then [ __ ]
please do not let me walk in with his
handcuff I can't do that I'm not going
to
run just take me to the [ __ ]
jail I can die into the older chair and
like he lied right if that's what you
want to do Michelle then that's what you
need to do that's easier and then I'll
do that it's completely up to you what
are you going to do tase me I don't get
out of your
car please don't do that huh said please
don't do that I don't want to go in
there just take me to the [ __ ] jail
that was your plan from the GetGo cuz
I'm a shitty human being right no you're
not a shitty human being you're not
you're not trying to help me right now
will Michelle I have to take you here
okay then take these handcuffs off me I
can't do that I am embarrassed right now
to go in that [ __ ] place make me look
like a shitty human being I'm sorry
Michelle okay I am [ __ ] no you're not
just take me to the jail please I don't
want their
help
please Regal 97 General when you're for
to copy the
mileage
244 283 244
283 St before you go huh so let's talk
before you go you all
right
no all right Michelle
Justin tell her to take me to the jail
how about can I talk to Justin please
sure can whoever that is please
[Applause]
leave no they're going to judge
[Music]
[ __ ] M so [ __ ] up
dude I'm
live go
there are we
friends Justin I'm asking you right now
are we friends
did I [ __ ] up tonight like I said Justin
I do not want to go in there because
you're going to [ __ ] judge me I
[ __ ] up tonight have you seen dead
kids have you seen dead
kids have either one of those two seen
dead
kids have you have
I okay then please just [ __ ] take me
to jail that's all I want I do not want
to go in
there
my leg back the door
take I do not want to go in I don't want
to deal with judgment please
please please let me talk to him
real please
you just coming for Med
c yeah use the
blow yep okay refuse to blow she says
that she wants to kill herself that's
there only two options pick her up and
walk her
in yep that's it that's all we have at
this point that's all we can do yep
okay
please do not make me go
there we have protocol we have
call going speak to the
doctor we're going to go for there just
please that's the only option we have I
don't want to kill myself I only told
him that cuz I was pissed off at him
okay so what we're going to do we're
going to stand up we're going to walk in
I do want to go we're going to Sol this
then make the doctor come out with here
please Justin I am begging you right now
please do not make me go in there we'll
see if the doctor will come out there's
two things I want to ask it I don't want
you guys to get mad I don't want you to
think I'm interfering with your deal cuz
I'm not either maybe I can get the
doctor to come out here
or uh either that or trans or transport
to core
Civic and be straight with them and
honest cuz what your concern is and if
they require a clearance then she have
to come back and I know that's taking
time out of your guys and I'm I'll uh
I'll call them real quick and and see
I'll call him real quick and see I am
pissed off you know I understand that
Michelle I'm I'm not trying to get
involved yeah no I I understand I'm just
asking get her out of here I don't want
her
here um like I said I'm not trying to
get in make things worse by no means
well yeah no I understand where you're
coming from I don't contact 4C see if
they will accept somebody uh that is
suicidal without a medical
clearance
I don't want
[ __ ] Fu
f
we don't know for though that's you lot
of you have vacation time you have sick
time you start taking time off yeah I
burning it but that you're still getting
paid and we can drop you an 80 hour week
work this okay 80
hours we don't this is why I'm bringing
it up cuz I'll go be the person talk to
it drop you to 80 hour nobody else drop
you to 80 hour work weeks and vacation
is
sick and see what the lawyer says see
what see what happens after it doesn't
mean it's over
yet because there's other options we can
still
try
did you want me to
call
best don't know how to
getand call anybody than that you told
me to
call
okay
do
[Music]
for direct they will
not
I work department I [ __ ] I I made a
bad choice tonight I decided
toink should I just called in so I
should have just called in I should have
put my two weeks
in should have put my two weeks in when
they offer me the
job it's been
like I told you before
hey all of us at fire
department we understand what you're
going through yeah don't don't sweat us
don't think anything of us I know that
this bugs you and everything but it's
your it's
your yeah could have been your family on
the road yeah that's
true
all
right
huh all right I'll let you know when I'm
clear yeah
me you hot yeah I have to
be it's right see what she say what you
want to
say
sucks question don't
be lt's been involved in a few court
cases all right
and um I don't know if people are there
I I don't know but she's been involved
in court cases is
where both male and female have been you
know sentenced because of her yeah not
because of her but I just you know will
they consider that when they get in
there yeah I'll let them know I'll let
them know
100% just let him know that she's that
yeah the baby they put her in SE yeah
she won't be there for very long she
she'll see the judge tomorrow sleep it
off Sunday Sunday they the last one that
I had that wasn't booked in on Saturday
we soon on
Sunday that's great
so
yeah later it probably be tomorrow
afternoon soon I can got my number
memorized or
not
I really wish they
could I do
too I really wish that my lieutenant
would have said oh well we don't
recognize that
100% that's not given yet
it's not you have time you have vation
time drop your work week until you get
try to figure out what's going to
happen
oh no I we talk yeah you [ __ ] up but
doesn't mean you're [ __ ]
[Music]
up no I can't say that honestly I can
say you [ __ ] up but I can't
say
that's
what that's
what it's
not
there it's just a mem meter huh it's
just a m
meter just The
Miser don't that's not what told me
little [ __ ] about it I never told
you was a
f
lost it's
not you're way too
smart yeah everything in here everything
in here there's a ton I
but
only how you because I'm [ __ ] have a
d I don't I don't think you'll lose
your and
all I don't have there's
people in this world have been arrested
for 47
same well yeah mind never
mind2 right that doesn't mean it's over
doesn't mean life
is what do I have left classy
I have [ __ ] only me it's over what do I
have left for me start over
over I don't have the only thing
that yeah that's all my just ended right
here right now I still don't believe
that yet I don't believe that yet and
you know I'd be the first to tell
you I don't think
I don't even have my license right
now I don't have
it plenty of time for
that
you're didn't put me in
any
I still don't know that for sure I'm
tell you that cuz
I'm it's not them what I'm telling you
now is I'll go to Chief and I'll I'll go
to suggest the ADR it gives you vacation
and sick time to take that way we can
stretch it out for a longer period and
see what
happens think about it nobody got hurt
that's like the huge thing right
there
but even if you did doesn't mean it's
over there's other aspects there's
teaching there's there's so much you can
do going back to school getting back on
at the hospital there's so many other
things
that can be
done so many it's it doesn't end there
it doesn't this is not the end this is a
huge
[ __ ]
huge even after came out like okay after
showed up late way
late he's upset he's everybody's not
here judging you you're one of us and
that sucks it sucks seeing you like
this
you're smarter than the one that's
doing are you guys r on clearance or
what yeah putting
in
but the good thing is at the end of the
day huh
yeah
he always tell
me
she was more worried than me
wasn't she wasn't mad at
all
e
so
huh
I'll see if let
you
huh
huh oh I'm good I'm going
call
[Music]
TR
there you got
she's like there's no bars where was she
said no no prob friends or
something she okay she just kept
ask
[Music]
f
[Applause]
Ro it's not giving me accurate blood
pressure
all right did
it
for right
yeah
for
Tony it's Mike when you get this message
give me a
call
have
Copan got got
G huh I love you to
30 or
40 whatever
isow good off
sir
it's
easier thanks I got you call me
yeah pH anything else I don't have your
keys but I'll try to get them from the
rain tomorrow okay love you that love
you
too all right guys thanks
[Applause]
yep orinal 98 full General in route cor
Civic continue my
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Regal 97 core Civic free to copy ending
mileage 244 289 244
289
you
a
Central Sheriff's
Office one female
yep well
serious put it on
right [ __ ] sending me to jail so at
least make yourself look appropriate be
all right no you're
not
for
what
we got a med clearance
[Music]
so what's
up yeah wait no this isn't the right
one no she's here
yeah
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108
Regional
fax deal and vehicle information
please thanks for
that 104 if you could fax the 28 and the
code
5 right
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over
first
um just a heads up she's been a witness
for uh Mis our fing cases
so 109
10 yeah I
guess
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yeah
104
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anything
nope 109 Regal I'll be
10 have
a
you
ADV
for
n
also just not
this make sure that you right
there
I
huh one
okay
all
all
right all
right
all right Michelle do you want to sign
this it's the notice of revocation of
your license notice of revocation for
your
license so that means I don't get my
license back this is your temporary so I
I'll explain it to you this is your
temporary license and then you can
challenge it at the
MVD so might as well sign what you want
right well you can challenge it if you'd
like what do I going to sign date and
then what today's date the
13th
okay those instructions on the back if
you like to challenge the
revocation
[Applause]
okay
[Applause]
here's this I will be back with the yes
[Applause]
sir
[Applause]
[Applause]
[Applause]
sorry I had to do it
Michelle
this concludes this
recording