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all right well go to put your hands behind your back okay thanks for ending my career will till you've walked in my my shoes you won't understand it then you're right okay I W see Life Through Your Eyes please just call Mike please please I'm asking you if I only ask you for one favor CH please pull out your phone please call him I'm sure he's on his way please R [Music] please thank you for watching the fire and police YouTube channel make sure to hit the like And subscribe button below so I I can't lose my [Applause] job please okay what do I got to do there's nothing I can do Justin please there's nothing I can do just so from here you have your ID with you Justin I've seen Justin please Jus please don't do this two2 dispatch clip roll New Mexico just officer I just went ahead and put it in park and I turned it off cuz it was still running okay that works thank you so I just went and did that all right thank you so much you're welcome yes sir 10 for it's going to be uh you don't have to air that return just there's nothing I can do so from here would you consent to Fields you want to do Fields biting test I'm want up in jail so please don't you can consent to Fields just have you seen dead babies I haven't seen nine okay please don't do this to me right now 212 S 3 you still 106 with that uh 49 please Stand 4 23 for 21 just have a seat for me real quick just have a seat for me real quick what have a seat for me real quick a seat yeah sit down for me real quick just please don't do this to me right now have have a seat for me God hey so this 4445 the driver at fall is Michelle from gr fire oh [ __ ] and she's 47 oh [ __ ] is she the one that's trapped in there no she's out of the vehicle she's Code 4 mhm um [ __ ] I'm wondering if it's even going to be a conflict of interest that's my concern M do you want me to see if I can roll State um yeah cuz even even if it is they'll they'll eat that up they'll yeah just uh let them know that it's a conflict of interest and to send State okay okay I'll call dispatch all right all right by Justin I'm begging you I don't even care about my truck right now please please please please [Applause] [Music] please hey it's to T go ahead and contact State Police advise them that the return that I gave you is 47 it's conflict of interest I'm going to need them to come do the 47 investigation all right thank you okay since it's a little cold out here I'll have you have a seat in the back of my unit will you take me please I [ __ ] up please don't take me to jail please come back here I [ __ ] up I'm sorry I'm sorry have a seat will you roll down the window for me please yeah get [Applause] anxiety 22 dispatch out that 41 D at this [Applause] time watch for a minute be right back okay Sor you're good no it's not good cuz I [ __ ] up can I get out of here please I'm not going to yeah yeah you're good you want to just have a seat on the bumper whatever makes you happy I just I just need to get out of there yeah you're fine sorry you ain't got to apologize no I do I [ __ ] up ch's [ __ ] up I'm [ __ ] up I have you ever seen a dead kid BR hm have you ever seen a dead kid yeah when been a while okay you give you that fair I hate dead kids it's not an excuse I get it I understand it but I hate dead kids hey you want to talk to Dina she's here and and you want to talk to Dina I'm just hang out with you you see dead kid I know I get it I [ __ ] him I get it I'm not trying to make an excuse take me to jail do what you have to do but I hate seeing dead kid I get it l see 100% you want you want to talk to Dina too or you want to stay up here with us I don't know what's going to make get better I don't honestly okay I hate seeing that kid I got you I [ __ ] up today I know it I get it I get it I'm not trying to make an excuse take me to jail do what you need to do like but I hate and Andrew is sitting here pissed off I I can see it I'm not pissed off he's not when we were talking over there he's not he's so upset that it's just I hate see dead kids like I made a bad choice tonight I get it I understand it but I hate seeing dead why why do I have to see nine dead kids diing why why why no I wish I could answer that but you're answering it not Andrew I look at you and you look pissed off at me right now I'll be honest you I'm hurt for you he's not mad I get mad at you I hate see dead kid I can't compreh I don't want to go to jail but if that's where my thing end I get it I [ __ ] up but I don't want I'm tired of seeing dead kids that's all that runs through my [ __ ] head Michelle what you're going to have to run through some Fields okay are you willing to do that who's doing Fields here or I will State Police is I have I kind of so you're fixing to come over to gr as a so we need to cons reconsider that Brandon if you're going to you're fixing to come over to Grand pedd and yeah so I'm just saying 108 regel actually who's your senior tonight huh uh mace uh I'm just say see if uh State Police hasn't available I I'm just saying I'm not time but he's fixing to come over to Grant PD do you want him doing fsts since he's doing that he's got a really good point you have any other off we got Romero i' had him come out we're just trying to prevent no I I get it and and the other conflict Tak about to lose my job that makes sense so uh we'll see we'll have their other guy come up we're going to do 108 109 unless if uh you can come out and take this Che what do you got uh 47 no they're swear to God is it alcohol or drugs alcol is this crash in gr jurisdiction or ours it's ours it's got a conflict of interest you have your cell phone I don't want to end up in jail but I'm about to so just just because we run you through Fields doesn't mean you're going to jail I've run plenty of people that will I'm clumsy on a sober dat well just because you're clumsy doesn't mean that you're intoxicated enough to go to jail my question to you there two questions what you want me to call Chief while we're all here and have to put down or do you want I'll respect that either way and then I see where he's coming from I can't she almost hit me she's yeah one8 pleas just want me to get a hold of nms pleas please uh yeah 104 you want to Mark tires for me yep vehicle two or vehicle one uh vehicle one okay got a clog nozzle here 218 are you CED for a pending 109 for [Music] pending going be in reference to Miss Ashley valz requesting for a ride from the hospital back negative we're busy with some other yeah I don't know how your can's working here buddy yeah it's all clogged up this it oh [ __ ] huh I guess we're going to have to throw that one away I've had that since I started 08 49 we did get a hold of nmsp they're going to run up by their sergeant and we'll get a hold of them what's going on he wants to take it bro but I said no you guys were both here before us so he said just to assist with traffic and TR yeah I don't know what he said it was don't know that's why who's that firefighter Michelle I'm like well it's not a conf if you know why I mean they out for Grants but regardless if you know them you got to do what you got to do yeah exactly I mean you guys handle your own stuff too in the past well 109 Reino SP advis negative on them taking this 29 after what's the conflict Melle okay I've known her for too long I've known her since I was little all right is she a relation to you I just I I wouldn't feel I wouldn't feel comfortable she doesn't work for the PD right no but my sergeant said that uh you need to uh call a different AG all right well let me call the LT and see what she says all right see stay pleasing and take it the sergeant said no [Applause] [Applause] he did call back they shorthanded and not able to assist that [Applause] for do you know if they're okay what's that do you know if they're okay I think so yeah yeah and they're going to this Hospital right what's that they're going to this hospital here yeah [ __ ] who are you uh I'm a friend of theirs oh okay yeah they're they'll be going over there all right okay thank you yep hey sorry to bug you this late hey so well GPD has a crash here right across from the Napa and um they're saying it's a conflict of interest for them because um it's uh what's her name Michelle from uh the fire uhhuh and they're saying it's a conflict of interest um will is saying it's a conflict of interest because he knows he's he's known her for so long no relation at all or anything like that uhhuh um so I don't see a conf ICT of Interest with any of those two uh Michelle doesn't work for GPD but they're both City employed and I guess according to their Sergeant um call it another Agency State already advised that um we were here first will was here unseen first and um they're not going to they're not going to assist with this only a traffic what happened I guess is 47 so I don't know how do you want us to go about it um uh yeah so uh that's what they're saying that it's conflict of interest because she works for the fire I really don't I don't either that's what I was saying uh I think hold on let me check the cad which one is out uh let's [Applause] see uh Sam 3 that'll be uh Maurice Martinez uh I believe they have her just detained right now uh yeah Will was going to do sfsts but since he's known her for so long he stopped and was either requesting I take it or SP take it but SP uh shot down the [Applause] request uh he said yeah yeah that just because he's known her for so long and he doesn't feel right but I mean this is our job I think so okay all right sounds good thanks Elie all right no worries bye pretty much same thing me and you said it's our job gr going to take it then or uh she's going to check with the unders sheriff and um see what we should do from there but it's not like they work in the same Department that's what I'm saying Fire Department police department M you see it all the time like in bigger cities [ __ ] firefighters getting arrested by the same city [ __ ] PD y regardless if you know him it's your [ __ ] job and I mean Past St State's done it too with your own and but you it's it's part of the job [ __ ] I just trying to go to the office that [ __ ] crash and then that ois I came out for over time to do step oh and then we got stuck doing traffic control and a 4H hour overtime project turn in 8 hours oh was uh I don't know whoever that was was he all right though from earlier uh a female yeah okay she got shot in the hand but no surgery nothing no good she went right away good that's good so I guess the guy was just traveling through his parents were in a car in front of him she pulled him over for whatever [ __ ] reason it's whatever reason he shot at her whenever she pulled him over yeah she fired back no no no hits on him but okay he surrendered right away and then but she couldn't do anything because her her hand was disabled so yeah Laguna PD thankfully was there in the area that's good took him into custody out way oh that's good she's all right man yeah yeah she went home from the hospital so she good to go yeah so they're going to check into it and if we're not handling and it's going to revert back to GPD yeah we our already told we're not Tak yeah and and then if we're taking it Will's taking it and just because he's known her for so long I'm like okay well I mean we all know her we've all worked with her but yeah it's not I mean you got no choice yeah unless it's like come on like your brother your mom yeah okay then I'll take it for you but Sanchez on days yeah days it's me uh spk oh you guys got another one yeah D David Savage David Savage oh he's the the skinny kid okay all right yeah I met him once he was with uh Newman I think it was for a little bit yeah yeah so I think it's I want to say it's their Friday yeah it's Friday then M will come out tomorrow oh yeah M and then he'll just be me and him and then Tom will come out on Tuesday oh okay oh man what time did you get off 8 8 yeah we we come out at midnight I don't like that [ __ ] can imagine oh Graves it wasn't bad when it was 10: to 6 but Midnight's 8 Eight's a little rough I've been slaving it on overtime too yeah at 22 hours already damn by the end of the pay period it should be at 44 jeez I know I wanted to do some we going on vacation next week yeah I'm going to Red River so are you yeah we're going to Vegas dam for uh the second year anniversary there you go like yeah I need to do some overtime but since we got the baby I just like oh I know man tell me about it I got two home I got home I was like all right I need to go to the gym or I'm going to be lazy and then I planned on taking a nap didn't happen yeah I've been up three hours man before overtime try and Factor the gym in too trying to get my ass in shape so I was trying to go to the office to catch up on all my dailies and stuff that I don't have to worry about those but yeah that's going to [Applause] to hey El okay all right no worries I'll have a I will go ahead and take it all right all right okay what happened you know uh I think she was the only occupant in that vehicle as far as I know okay um uh it was just a single vehicle crash from they have twoed say something about subject chest pain um I'm not too sure I went up and asked what the conflict of Interest was first and then I came back to my unit and I called you about it okay yeah all right all right all righty sounds good all right bye oh it's ours I can open 81 for bre machine if you guys and all right Michelle so one second let me get [Music] this you have 290 0 1 0 01 0 1 0 0 290 01 0 0 mhm I know that you were just involved in in a collision okay okay are you injured you're not not physically okay is there any reason that you wouldn't be able to walk stand or balance I don't have good balance sober okay is there anything wrong with your eyes that would prevent you from looking left right or up and down you have contacts you have contacts would you feel comfortable taking them out or would you rather leave them in I do better leaving them in okay are they hard or soft contacts soft okay so what I'll have you do is just stand right here in front of me okay I I have to I have to do what I have to do go and just face towards me okay what I'll have you do is put your feet together just like this heel to heel toe to toe and keep your hands down by your sides okay watch my fingers just with your eyes don't move your head okay keep watching my finger keep watching my finger Michelle I need you to keep watching my finger okay I'm watching it check on yourself allit both unit code for being conducted thank you what you have stop moving your head please am I supposed to be watching your finger or what just my finger just with your eyes don't move your head okay we're going to go up two times okay okay okay so what I'll have you do is stand right here where the light is imagine a straight line in front of you okay I have to I have to run you through the test just imagine a straight line in front of you okay what I want you to do is place your left foot on that line and place your right foot in front of your left foot just like this okay your right foot in front of your left foot and don't start until I tell you to begin okay so if I could just have you place your right foot in front of your left foot just like this right FR your Left Foot Right Foot in front of your left foot touching your right heel to your left toe okay and don't start until I tell you to begin okay okay so just go this is the starting position okay place your right foot in front of your left foot and just St stay in this position until I tell you to begin okay your your right foot in front of your left foot there you go and then touch your right heel to your left toe okay stay in this position until I I can't you know that you know that I can't do that okay just do your best okay please take me home so for this test what you need to do is take a series of nine killer toe steps you know I can't do that you know that okay just do your best okay I can't you know I can't do that and I'm clumsy even on a good day okay Michelle do you want to refuse these tests I'm not refusing you know you know me well you know me okay give me one second okay lose my job right here I [ __ ] up you you get I know that right guy is option right now we're going to get through this no [ __ ] no all right Michelle do you want to do the walkin turn test you know I can't do it okay it's completely up to you if you want to do it I have I have no other option you know I [ __ ] up you know that okay do you want to do the fields or no oh my [ __ ] up I get it I get it I get it please will will Jee we have to go through with the fields why please well unless if you refuse them I'm not refusing I'm just asking why because it's a DWI investigation we all know I made a bad choice right here look at my truck please please I'm begging you I'm begging you please have you seen a dead kid this this is where it all STS from and I'm not asking for Mercy I'm not begging for anything but like have you seen a dead kid have either one of you have you if I have it's been a while this is what is [ __ ] up in my head right now and I hear a train coming I don't know which way it's coming I'd rather run run that way than just do this please I'm just begging you please will please please I don't want to go to jails [Music] please [Music] a [Applause] you good I've just known her my entire life man I can't [ __ ] do that you know what [ __ ] I I wouldn't put myself in your spot but I'm respecting you I I have if I don't do it I'm going to get ritten up no dude you have to look on this is what probably going to be one of the biggest tests of your career but is it your career or is it your job which one is it for you oh right now it's just a job because I'm going to be leaving somewhere else but is law enforcement your career or is law enforcement your job career your heart and your job dude don't let something come back 10 years from now and bite you yeah but I respect you for what you have to do I do not judging you all I ask is when you do 15 her she's she is complete set on suicide dude and we need to stop that part we need to get some help on her and I hope you're hot cuz I want reported cuz she's dead set she's like I'm going to run in front of the train before I go to jail and so um I mean her career is you know it's going to be questionable now but it's not worth dying over so if you'll just help her with that well on the the thing is if she's already and I I heard her yeah you know she's already made the the threats um and at that point I have to take her to the hospital yeah that's that's what I have to do yeah um the thing is I for however long it takes for an eval I may not be able to stay with her no I get it so she may be released to the hospital that night yeah so I get it hey I'm not here judging you though you know you got one hell of a decision but you know there's a difference between Career and a job well I already I already yeah I love her to death I do anything for her but your career is just as important Y and this is I mean coming up 10 years now when you're trying to promotee to a captain or something somewhere yeah yep so I respect you for the decision you have to make I don't envy you but I yeah all right Michelle all right so okay okay I'm listening to you well do you want to do the fields yes or no so will you be honest with me yeah is it going to help me or no it could however if you do poorly on them it it won't help you assing I need up been jail um based on the statements that you've already made openly I'm going to have to take you to the hospital first okay I have to I have to do that first my I I heard you say that I have to take you to the hospital first I know but this there's a big hurdle right here and if this was anybody else and they were making statements like that you know that you would tell law enforcement and no your life is not worth this first and foremost okay nobody died tonight and nobody needs to die tonight I rather die than have people at the hospital know my personal feelings and I [ __ ] up in the head absolutely I'd rather die before I let them know that but you know so LT you asked for will to be honest with you he's going to you're going to go to jail there's no they can't get away from it but the thing is I don't want to go to jail because of my own personal being and I'm [ __ ] up in the head I understand but with the suicide threat you you you told Will so they got to follow i' rather [ __ ] go to jail than go to the hospital cuz those people are going to judge people well I I get that 100% [ __ ] them they're asshol I get that 100% And I don't know who's there but if they have to go up there you know I'm going to be the I'm going to beat will there and I'm going to talk to somebody and we're going to do this I'll try to do it our way I'm here to help you but I let's talk to you little smart I'm not running away I'm right here [Music] so we don't have to do the fields okay okay but what I'm going to do okay are you willing to give a breath test I'm going to fail it okay are you willing to give one that's what you want for me I'll do it okay so I'm going to read something to you real quick okay like I'm about to lose my job not yet You Know Chief is going to make me lose my I'm going to get you a CH please do not do this please please B you okay I have I have I have to do my job okay have you seen de kids be honest with me I'm not trying to change your mind please be honest with me now have you seen dead kids I not in person no you heard about them yeah okay so when you're about to read this to me understand that and when you see a dead kid you'll understand around okay M please don't let this happen s about know yeah I no I'm about to lose my job right about now [ __ ] now I'm about to lose my job doesn't mean it's the end yet I don't want them to take me to the hospital I'm about to lose my job that's what I'm about to do I'm about to lose my job everything I work so [ __ ] hard for it's not a guarantee that you're going to lose it he's never seen a dead kid I understand LT I understand how are you going to guarantee my job I can't I'm not lying to you you know I'm not going to lie to you I can't guarantee it but it doesn't mean it's automatic I don't know how it all works we haven't been in this position yet I'm about to lose my job okay Michelle listen to me I'm about to tell you something important okay okay you're under arrest for DWI okay the New Mexico implied consent act requires you to submit to a breath test to determine the alcohol content of your blood after you take our test you have the right to choose an additional independent test if you choose to take this additional independent test you have a right to a reasonable opportunity to arrange for a physician a licensed nurse or a laboratory technician or technologist who is employed by a hospital or a physician of your own choice to perform an additional chemical test the cost of this additional test will be paid for by the law enforcement agency you agree to take our test I have no answer okay your right to speak or I'm sorry uh your right to speak to an attorney or remain silent does not applyed to the requirement of New Mexico law that you take a breath test youone that's my phone I don't I don't know I gave it to one of you [Music] guys do you want to take a breath test everything everything I everything I work doesn't mean it's over yet it it's over Michelle do you want to take the breath test everything I for how you know I don't know it for a fact how do you know for a fact I don't Michelle if you continue to ignore me I'm going to considered a refusal what am I supposed to say just answer whatever whatever questions he has if I answer you if I answer not probably going to be talking too right I don't know I'm just saying I don't know which is the worst of it I don't either what is my best answer will what is it I I can't tell you that yes you can you're an officer so if you answer yes and you submit to a breath test that'll give us a breath receipt with the amount of alcohol that's in your system and I'm going to fail it if you refuse then it's an automatic revocation of your driver's license okay then yes whatever makes you happy whatever is the best option for me okay so you want to take the breath test why you I have to do my job I over that please whatever you have to do okay we're going to have to go to the Grand Police Department not me a joke okay once we're done there I can take you to the hospital or if I [ __ ] I'm not [ __ ] going to the hospital I don't want anybody to know I'm suicidal or think I want to kill myself is that what you want you've made the statement I don't [ __ ] I I have to do something with that I don't [ __ ] care don't you want to take my opinion take it right now don't [ __ ] do it okay I understand you're upset Michelle I do anything inter TR you want toilet my make sure it's not there all right well want to put your hands behind your back okay thanks for ending my career will front we'll go and put them up front just go ahead and bring uh your unitor all right do you have anything in your mouth no I [ __ ] don't okay well would you mind lifting up your tongue for me okay does that help you that's all right 108 regel I don't know I know uh not well I'll probably allow her a phone call if she wants it 141 10:15 47 at this time startor my 20-minute deoration perod please I'm sorry two are there's two vehicles that are following you around sir okay all right give me one second you all right huh that gu all right somebody's following around I guess yeah I'm I'm the piece of [ __ ] and that guy does whatever he wants right all right Michelle let's go you at least throw it out the window cuz I get anxiety you want to take your phone with you no take it you have my pin number 1795 1795 yeah okay you don't want it to go with you am I going to get it back in like a short period of time uh well if you want it then once you get released and you'll be able to call someone to pick you up well he has my debit card and he has the PIN number so do you want your phone to go with you or not really you're calling can I at least said texting my PIN number yeah all right man 1795 is to unlock my pH can you okay I got you can you roll out the window at least yeah I can roll it down well I'll roll it down a little bit up front Okay hey uh he said all that added everything that's going on about wanting to hurt herself yeah understandable it's up to you if you still want to take her you know her better than I do you know what it's her she's just said it repeatedly and I mean when when she when he asked her do you want to hurt yourself she goes not right now oh I'm worried about her I'll tell you that all right I'm extremely she going go you're going to go I I want to go to the hospital I'm going to give my little heads up cuz they need they need a little bit of professional courtesy to get her in the room and whatever if she refuses from there then that's good for you but you know what I mean do well the thing thing is I have to take her in to get an evil that's fine um so and at that point if I'm probably going to go up there then while you guys are doing uh Fields doing the breath she is going to go to the hospital so um once we're done there um depending on how long it takes she's if she if she's there for too long it's I'm probably going to end up criminal summon criminal summonsing her into court she may not be booked tonight so that's if she's not if she's not tonight I'll tell you right now she has a gun in her house and she's already told me I think that's just put her in I'll tell you right now she already told me she tell her exact words I have gun in my house and I do it not even take her to the hospital and just take her straight to jail that's what I would do just let them know yeah okay just let her know be bet she comes out tonight on a criminal summons I have a feeling it'll end up wor than want maybe be able to talk my sergeant and letting using our service a get her jail clearance you take care of what you need to over at the hospital and use him to to transport yeah I'll just give him probable cause yeah just get with uh get with sam3 and he may be able we may be able to do that right well if I I think I'm I'll just take her to the jail and let them know hey you know what this is what she's told me yeah that works yeah cuz I don't want her to go home tonight I I want her to don't get me wrong I'd love to see her go home tonight I don't want her to go home to that yeah well that's and not only that she's still not sober yeah so her mind isn't yeah in the right place right now uh homeboy across the street I guess uh was getting followed by a couple cars but we haven't seen any car since he pulled down been watching okay all right I'm going to run to the office real quick the bre uh we'll see if not then just ask for a PBT that way the jail knows where she's at that's all it is for yeah all right thank you right right there right there a little bit more I have bad anxiety please right there if I can have the whole window on I'm not going to give you the whole window I'm not going to bust out of your handcuffs will Michelle I'm that's about as far as I'm going to go okay little more one wa regel wow [Music] thanks 108 Regal one be in R to GPD when you're free to copy beginning LGE I have to do what I have to do it is what it is but don't 2 44 280 244 280 14 water white original 97 GPD fre copy any mileage [Music] 244 282 244 [Music] 28 May when we get in there uh I'm not going to run from you will right after the test what test the breath test can I please pee I have to pee if you have not going to run from if you pee before the test then we have to restart the time the 20 minute deprivation time can I please pee I have to pee so bad I'm going to piss on myself just it'll be 5 minutes will please can I please pee I'm not going to run from you I just have to pee right there just let's do the 5 minutes real quick and then we'll be done and then you can do whatever you want I have to pee so bad I'm going to piss on myself right now okay fine please thank you mhm 108 Regal let's walk in here which one or that one uh this one here uh yeah I just need to put the cast back up front Okay really yeah well you know I'm not going anywhere I know this is [ __ ] can't disagree with you but then why are you're doing it I have to or else I'm going to get in trouble by who my lieutenants Max SE yeah [ __ ] one8 regel one's right [Applause] regel 74 go and restart my 20 minute deprivation period please three number can't do that what why because I'm afraid that you're going to hurt yourself I'm not follow me home and I'll give you in my gun that's all like thing I have to hurt myself can't do that if you worried about it you send me in hospital right now I'm not stupid we both know how it plays out you don't hear two [ __ ] about me yes I do no you don't okay the thing is okay I know that you don't want to go to the the hospital okay I know you don't want to and I'm respecting them okay but you don't give two [ __ ] about what I've seen or doubt with you do I I can't control that Michelle I can't control that just like you can't control that I'm not asking YouTube I'm asking for a break I can't cut breaks why I wish I could but I can't I've seen you not on something like this I haven't given a break on a DWI that's [Music] interesting okay remember cuz if I keep my drum there won't be breaks period Well I wish I could but you wish you could but you're not the thing is if I cut you a break I would lose my job how okay all toen right down how I can't I can't do that I'll Tony right now ask him I'm not asking for a favor but I kind of am there's that fine balance we both know it if I call you your boss right now he probably tell me to let you go and you know that but I don't want to do that to you I wish I could Who you calling dispatch about what your social security number you want I'll give it you what is it again what's the last four 1795 1795 okay okay you got me to uh restart the 20 minutes right okay what was the time on that so it would have started at okay 120 yeah okay if you could give me a call when a it's done uh whenever it's done give me a call okay Sor all right bye come on dude I can't I'm kid you not I just can't because if I were to give you a break I'd have to give Every Other Drug driver out there a break then take me home I [ __ ] up I can't do that either why cuz if I did that for you I'd have to do it for everybody else right but you want to favor every other day I haven't asked you for a favor not you but your department has I'm sure they have I'm sure they have unfortunately I can't why have I ever been rude to you no you haven't have I ever treated you like [ __ ] no then why can't you do this favor for me wish I could you could if you call Tony right now he'd probably tell you to do this favor for me and you know I'm right that's why you don't want to call me I also don't want to call him at 1:30 in the morning that's a [ __ ] excuse might be but we both know I'm right I don't know if you're right or not your stepdad your mom they both like me I know they do then why can't you do this favor for me why well why am I asking for much I [ __ ] at my truck did I not yeah you did okay so please let me go home can't do that why you know I'm about to lose my job right you know that yep you're you're going to be the reason why I'm going to lose my job right no I'm not going to be the reason that you lost your job you're going to be the reason that you lost your job I've helped you out of time you I'm sure you have but you won't help me out I wish I could I really do you could then stop filling up that paperwork and take me home can't do that why cuz I have a job to do no you don't you're a little Republican cup Deputy like the rest of them are you not I am a deputy yes are you a Republican like the rest of all more conservative can then help me out come on man I can't why you're about to make me lose my job you know that right everything I've worked so hard for I made a Michelle I'm sorry I have a bad decision have you seen dead kids have you not that I can recall okay so I se nine you want to talk about all n them not particularly this is what goes through my head it's not an excuse it's not right it's not wrong it's not right but have you seen dead kids have you well honestly not that I can recall yeah you can but I can name you nine kids do you want to hear about him do you want to hear about him or no Michelle that's okay no it's not okay because this is what's go through my head this is what led me to right here right now do you want to hear about it or no not particularly of course not because you're that piece of [ __ ] person that doesn't want to hear about what I want through you know Michelle okay this is already hard for me to do it's not okay all right let's hear have you seen a dead kid nope you haven't nope no you haven't NOP that's the easiest answer I've seen nine Brandon will do you want to hear about the nine kids I've seen this is where it's all me to right now right this moment in my time I'm sorry that it led you here you're not though I am how are you okay cuz I didn't want to do this okay I was forced to do this then talk to me how do I make you better look at me look at me my n dead KS here dude like I'm so [ __ ] with that it's not an excuse no I'm not looking for you seen dead kids have you no okay do you don't know what I'm goinging to right now people met make bad decisions every day and when I seen my kids last week just 7 days ago I seen a 13-year-old h it was the worst hanging of my career my life do you want to hear about that you don't because nobody does I'm not asking for excuse I'm not asking for I just want you to understand where I'm coming from people make bad decisions every day and I'm one of those people you're absolutely right so I chose alcohol try to cope with my problems will you want me to call you br want me to call me call you little whatever it is you want me to call you I'll call you that for you never dead kid have you not that I can recall no last Su that that Hy was the worst worst the worst he tied a center block to his legs he tied The Noose to his neck and he HED for the best guess what he got the best yep I'm sure he did he did and I'm I'm not trying to make you feel guilty I'm not I'm not trying to do that but I just want you to understand where I'm coming from no I know where you're coming from CU I know that we see like some [ __ ] up [ __ ] I know we do then why can't you cope with me why can't you help me out because I have to hold you accountable for what you did okay I didn't wreck your truck I did I get that I I [ __ ] it up that's my baby that's my pride and joy I'm not trying to ask you to fix it I'm not I'm not asking anything for it I will pay for it I will fix it I [ __ ] up right here and unfortunately I have to hold you accountable for that okay I was hoping that state police would do it okay because I've known you for my whole life yes you have okay but I have to do my job yes I know you know Tony don't do his job and you know that um the sheriff is way above me I can't say what he's no no you can't say it he's way above you because he's your your commanding officer I'm not asking for a favor I just want you to understand where I'm coming from well you haven't seen a dick kid I I pray to God you never have to [ __ ] it [ __ ] with your head it does it's not an excuse it's not it's not right no wrong but I am Bing you please you both know I [ __ ] up I made a bad choice and I will deal with financial heart please will I have to do what I have to do unfortunately why because I they make me do this okay who the lieutenant said that I can't give this to State Police because we don't realize or they don't recognize conflict of interest how is it the conflict of interest I thought you I've known you my entire life you know that's fair have I ever treated treated you partly nope then come on dude I'm asking I am asking you for please please do not send me to jail like give me all the finds and tickets in the world I'm not begging you to change any of thate I'm about to lose my job if you send me to jail you know that you know that I'm the coolest pleas I work so hard for it like just because you haven't seen that kids and I have be better than me it does not you're right it doesn't it not fair I get it the way I cing things isn't better than anybody else but that was a dead kid I have several nine to be exact it doesn't me it Fable he's do not send me to jail [Music] please give me all the PLS in the world please but please do not send me to jail it's not fair right I have to do what I have to do Michelle why call to right now I'm not going to do that why because you know he'd be on my side right I'm not I also don't want to wake him up at the middle of the night then do it I don't ask your favor please will please please please call her please I can't do that yes you can please please I am beging you please am I a CO firefighter when you were in trol was I a dick to you no okay please just call him please please I am making you I'll never ask for a favor from you ever again please just call here please please please please I [ __ ] up I know that I get that my truck is total my little baby my heart and soul is [ __ ] up but please I'm asking you please please please please will you please call him will you please reconsider this please please please can't do that why because right please Michelle I can't do that yes you can no I can't please we both know if you call him that he'll he'll be okay with it please I'm Bing you right now I want to drive home I will walk home from this point on please ragon please can't do it why because if I let if you if I let you off on this I would lose my job how Okay because then would be I would be known as the guy that did favors for everyone do that who am I going tell I'm not going to risk that please just please call Tony please BR I'm beging you please Brandy please I am not going to tell anybody anything please please I am basing you we both have jobs at stake right yep and that's that's why I can't do what you're asking me to do but you know when I get out if I call Tony he's probably going to get pissed off and get pissed off at you right well if he does then he does but neither one of us want that right no you're right but I'd rather him be mad after the fact than sit there and say Hey you shouldn't please please please Michelle I cannot do that yes you can just call him if he says no he says no please nope Brandon I can't do it Michelle if he says no he says no please can't do it why because for one it's almost 1:40 at in the morning okay I don't need to wake him up please I have one phone call right what if you want to make your phone call when you get to the jail absolutely can I call Tony please 13 not I can't use my phone Brandon you know we both know the answer this please just call him nope you know I wouldn't throw you under the bus you know that can't do that right here Michelle I wish I could I wish I could help you out okay I really do you're not helping me though okay as much as I wish I I could I can't you just don't want to no you just don't want to that's the difference because if you call Tony right now he would tell you to let me know we'll figure it out in the morning and we both know that if I'm wrong call if I'm wrong call okay I'm going to read this to you again Bron please just call Michelle listen to me I'm about to tell you something important okay you're under arrest for DWI the New Mexico implied consent act requires you to submit to a breath test to determine the alcohol content of your blood after you take our test you the right to choose an additional independent test if you choose to take this additional independent test you have the right to a reasonable opportunity to arrange for a physician a licensed nurse or a laboratory technician or technologist who is employed by a hospital or phys physician of your own choice perform an additional chemical test the cost of this additional test will be paid for by the law enforcement agency do you agree to take her test call Tony okay do you want to take our test call Tony okay you right to speak to an attorney or remain silent does not apply to the requirements in the Mexico law that you take bread test call Tony okay where's my phone so what I'm going to do I'm going to put this mouthpiece on here okay and start at the machine that's when you're going to be giv the opportunity to give a breath test call Telly that's what I'm asking you want an option I'm asking you call Tony okay Michelle at this point I'm not calling Tony at all it's not happening it's not a choice okay I'm giving I'm giving you a choice you either take the test or you don't you're not calling Tony what I'm asking for no I'm not going to call Tony of course not okay do you agree to take our test whatever you want Brandon If It Makes You Happy is that a yes or no if whatever makes you happy Brandon is that a yes or no Michelle whatever makes you happy you decide from there it's a yes or a no whatever makes you happy okay whatever you want Brandon I'm going to go ahead and go with the no response on this okay I'm going to read it okay not what I said I'm going to read it I'm going to start with the machine and then whenever the uh I still feel like you should call toony that's what I've asked of you hold on give me one second who's that Tony dispatch so talk to Tony be careful is the 20 minutes up uh yeah okay perfect thank you all right bye okay so do you agree to take our test are you recording right now yes I am all right let me see it's on okay so you're not even going to call Tony in it what I asked of you okay I cannot force you to take this test but if you refuse you will lose refusing but I asked you to call Tony okay you will lose your New Mexico driver's license or non-resident operating privilege for one year if you are convicted in court of driving wall into the influence also receive a greater sentence because you refuse to be tested do you understand I'm now refusing but can you call Tony okay so what I'm going to do I'm going to put a new mouthpiece on here okay I'm not refusing you can call Tony okay I am not calling Tony so that's your choice not mine correct will you put that on camera it's on camera okay I'll do whatever you want but I want you to call Tomy that's my right goad and have a seat Michelle okay first I got to blow on I can't sit well I have to type in all this information okay call tell me while you're at it cuz that's my right right uh yeah if you want your one phone call you can go ahead and call him call Tony W right now oh wait you're not no ma' I'm not of course not are you doing this I have to no you don't GP offic is here right now you're doing this you nope doing it because I have to no what's up call my Que what do you need an ambulance for I don't give you an answer I my here okay okay so at this time machine's going to go ahead and power up okay it's going to prompt you to provide a breast sample okay at which time you can stand up and provide a a breast sample I also asked for an ambulance I want my place here okay I know my rights okay the intoxilizer will ask for a breast sample if you don't provide a breast sample it will time out okay I'm not denying if it times out it is considered a refusal it's not I just want an ambulance here it's my right okay well let give it a second okay if just telling you okay I know my rights what's your primary complaint doesn't matter well I have to let dispatch know what your primary complaint is I've been called from the stupidest things I my here okay well so you have his number in your phone right I don't [ __ ] I don't 24 2854 call him okay that's what I want all right our machine is going to prompt for a breast sample okay like I said if a breast sample isn't introduced it's considered refusal your fault not mine okay it's fine you have at this time you can provide a breast s for do you have your cellone I do call M okay my cell phone has to be turned off so that the intox slider doesn't become it creates an interference you're such a liar we both know this no I've had the training with it if you use a cell phone the waves create an interference come we talk to that your L I've already started it up this is your time you to provide a bre sample you did not ask my choice okay Michelle I'm not going to play this game with you me either okay if you want to provide a breath sample at this time is now the time to do it if not it's going to be considered refusal trust not M okay that's fine are you recording that yes ma'am I am are you yep call mik 2 4 2854 now you call as for you D my I'm sorry you call M I ask for you D my help we're going to wait for this and then we're going to of course okay like I said you can provide a bre sample completely up to you want I want to talk to somebody first before I do that okay well once uh this is done I'll call Mike I'll call dispatch let Mike know I'll call my right now of course you H I can't because if I use my phone it'll create an interference whatever we both know it's [ __ ] cuz I've been in your standing right next to you and the person in custody is standing here we both know that well that's the way it works the same thing with the radio and that's why my radio's off whatever you say okay Michelle I arguing with you did I ever say that no ma'am my 24 2854 oh wait you won't I'll call them once we're done here like I said no you won't okay I consider your actions refusal be tested whatever you say will okay [Music] yeah you're not calling dispatch to get me what I'm asking for I get it right now ma'am no you're not you're turning on your radio which you said that was recording it's finished now because you're G okay 108 regel uh 41 is requesting that 37 Mike ma uh sees her she's also requesting 55 I didn't ask for 55 I asked for mik you can 2255 15 you want M's number no ma'am I'll go and let dispatch call [Music] them one white or what was my 1015 time so we both know dispatch fck it after so call Mike 2854 that's his number okay well unfortunately I have to go through this batch 104 104 104 direct thank you you being so stubborn I have to do what I have to do okay also to what did you want us to do she's advising that she wants to speak to him we'll go and let him know just call you going to be that stubborn Michelle you haven't made this necessarily easy for me either okay you haven't made it easy for me either I've tried to make it as easy as possible you haven't you're arrested me you're I have that's what I have to do no you don't have to will you please call Mike 2 42854 that's Mike's number call him if you if you want to show good faith in yourself then call him that's his number don't wake anybody else that's who I want Mike 2854 24 2854 if you have a good faith in me then you will do what I ask of you and then I'll do the rest for you 2 42854 we'll see if dispatch can get a hold of him if not then so you're not willing to do a good thing for me well if they can't get a hold of him then but I'm asking you 505 24 2854 I'm giving you his number everything for it okay call him dispatch is getting a hold of it right we all know how dispatch is good you know they [Music] [ __ ] that's why you shake your little fingers and do what you got to do we both know they're pieces of [ __ ] okay all right he's call dispatch is calling him you have your phone right I do then please call that's all I'm asking for you I will cooperate from this point on if you call him and get in here it's all I'm asking well dispatch is getting all please please they're getting a hold of it I8 did she want Mr M to go to 81 or via 21 uh via 21 pass through toing my 21 please go ahead and back uh one white Regional she's requesting that she come to gpds 81 that he comes here yeah you said she oh you haven't seen good kids yet I'm coming from I asking for a favor I am a huge see get kids right nope so you don't know where I com from right no I don't am I asking you for a favor yeah I'm sorry for it's a huge favor I can't do it because if I did I'd lose my job how Okay because if I did that then I'd have to let every other drug forever out so if we call Tony right now would he say I'm not calling Tony but just hypothetically this no Michelle I'm not hypothetically hypothetically are you listening right now mhm if we call Tony right now would he say to let him go I don't know I honestly believe that he would say to make the best choice I feel like you say let me go I get I [ __ ] up I'm not asking for other than I [ __ ] up my truck is [ __ ] up we both we both know that we both know that right mhm it's probably unrepairable like total right possibly well you see a dead kid and you hold the dead K you feel this life this this live it does okay well I get you don't care you don't understand and when you my situation you'll understand and you'll care Michelle I do care okay you don't care okay okay well let's hear if you care let's hear it I care but I can't I can't just give you more time okay at this point we're once mik comes we're going to go to jaob why because you you made a mistake I did you drove drunk I did and I'm not denying that okay so why can't you help me out and just let me go home and I'll fix it tomorrow did I heard anybody I don't know I don't know if there was injuries or not well then find out okay but I'm not worst case scenario I did not heard anybody I'm asking you for a huge F I get that I can't just let a drunk driver go Michelle speeding ticket maybe what if Tony says let me go right now right now if he were to call me then I'd have to follow a directive okay okay if he were to call me I'm not going to call him in the middle of the night though why because I'm not going to bug him in the middle of the night when it's the weekend you know I have to adult right yeah then why can't you do a favor for me because that's different how's it different you broke a criminal law I understand that so like you were a little [ __ ] when we were in jol I would disagree how okay I'm not going to talk to you with this it's always one person's opinion Dev is the other right all right let's go please wait for mik fine it's all I'm asking if you don't want to do anything else for me please wait for Mike okay why you being so mean to me right now I was never mean to you ever okay Michelle I have to do what I have to do okay M if it wasn't with me it would have been State Police if it wasn't with State Police it would have been with grants told has left me here right now okay well Grand actually would have put you in the other room and would have been typing up the problem cost statement right now no State Police you would be sitting in their holding cell while they type up their problem cost statement absolutely not okay I get you have a job to do and I get you have something to prove I understand that I don't have anything to prove you have a lot to prove you're Rick has nothing to do with it really yep all I want is mik here so I can talk to you for a few minutes and then we'll go from there okay can you call him well he's on his way you want his number make sure he's on his way I trust his patch when they say that if he's on his way he's on his way trust his patch they like you guys not us don't shake your will I would disagree but all right whatever do you have your s hm do you have your S I do then call 24 2854 that's okay dispatch got a hold of it I am asking you for a favor right now call him please this batch got a hold of it I am not trying to be difficult I just want you to understand where I'm coming from I understand where you're coming from okay I can only imagine how it feels you don't though you can't exactly that's why I said I can only imagine you can't imagine though okay you can't I don't know your pain you I don't know what you're what you're going through right now all I want is who can understand where I'm CL for and that's Mike that's why I'm asking you to call him well this F got a hold of him no they do not they're bunch of riches we both know that see a don't you're right I know you can put your hand in your gun your taser and and look tough I'm just resting my hands I'm just standing here you can look like a big big bad guy but you don't understand where any of us are going for when you see a okay this is where my mentality is sitting right now I'm made a bad choice tonight I get that I understand that but till you've walked in m in my shoes you won't understand it then you're right okay I won't see Life Through Your Eyes please just call Mike please please I'm asking you if I only ask you for one favor 24 2854 please pull out your phone please call him I'm sure he's on his way please R please if there one person that could talk me down everything right now it's please please okay he's on his way you don't please call please I am B me please please please Michelle when dispatch tells me that he's on his way I trust him okay I trust that he's on his way I'm glad you trust him cuz we don't okay well I'm sorry that you feel that way please will you just call him Brion please some by for a 21 C okay hello hey what's up man hey Mike so Michelle wants to talk to you okay where are you guys at we're at the uh at GPD can I go up there or not yeah I'll be up there in a minute all right okay St here because I'm [ __ ] arrested about toose my Michelle do you want to go outside and get some air are you going to judge me because I need air no absolutely not now that's why I'm asking you please Myer you're not going to throw me in the back of your car are you no if you want to sit on my bumper or whatever you can I get it I did bad choice sit right here [Applause] [Applause] yeah you don't even know how to deal with me right now [Music] man for we all make mistakes Michelle worried about the mistakes the [ __ ] I've seen in my Carew that caused me to make this mistake very keep very few people that have seen me and Mike SE man you haven't held lifeless babies in your owns you you haven't seen child abuse and it's first man you have it have it man understand we I know he may not have seen it but he's he understands no he don't [ __ ] understand it he doesn't to a point how just through life just through what the worst thing you've seen Brandon I've seen a lot of dead bodies no kids though you haven't seen kids I've seen nine nine dead kids the worst one I seen was suay man that kid hung himself it was the worst I'm not asking for any excuse just I want understanding man get the I've ever seen in my whole entire life my whole entire career that rope was dug into him right no nobody understands that no I wasn't there for it I understand that but I wasn't there for it 100% I I would not try to argue with you at all all worst I've seen and I'm not making excuse for what I did earlier my trick is [ __ ] up it's total right I'm not asking she I yeah I'm asking not to go to jail right now I just I [ __ ] up because that's all I been we and I can't get out you know what this is going to be the start of making something happen I'm about to lose my job Mike I'm about to lose my job cuz he won't give me a break with everything that happened though I don't know that he even could if he wanted to how I'm about to go to jail if if it were for you and I begged him to call you I'd be in jail right now I understand I know I but what what he's got to do is if it it' probably be different way different if it was that you went through a fence or something like that but there's other two people yes they're okay they didn't go to the hospital but it that just complicated everything does that make sense I know it right now I probably wouldn't make 100% sense I'm worried about J I'm not open I know I know and this is the first step to if I go to jail when I get out I'm telling you right now I'll [ __ ] [ __ ] shoot myself in the head when I get home I will tell you that right [ __ ] not if I go get done I'm not I am asking for yeah I know and I know that if there was anything possible that will could do he would do it he won't call Tony right now Tony Tony's going to Ton's going to back I call it but I know I know I already know what Tony's going to [Music] say I honestly do only because there was other people involved can't I [ __ ] up that's the only reason but right now I'm jail is there it's no jail is not an option for me cuz if I go to jail and I get home I would have [ __ ] blow my brains out I'm telling you right [ __ ] now that's what we need to fix no it's not there's nothing to fix about it no there is to jail and I get home tomorrow or ronday I'm going to [ __ ] blow it right down not if I have that gun go find it in the house you don't know my pass I know but I'll figure out a way to get in there firefighter you will set my alarm off firefighter I am I know dear I know I can't I [ __ ] up if I go to jail and when I get off tomorrow Monday I will [ __ ] blow my brains up I am not going to C for any of the [ __ ] I'm telling you right [ __ ] now if I have to go to jail right now there will not be a Monday or Tuesday what's the difference between gel and not gel you're still going to have to face what happened [ __ ] I cuz I'll blow my brain out when I get home so one way or another your whole plan is I can't let that happen sorry I can't I can't I can't honestly try to I'm about to lose my job Mike if I go to jail tonight I'm going to lose my job I can't make it to work on Monday that doesn't mean your life is over yes it is no it does not everything I work so hard but it doesn't mean your life is over at all doesn't mean your life is over [ __ ] that how's it not because there's other things you can do like what back at the hospital you loved working out the hospital you go back to school you do all there's so many things that if you lose fire if I lose my job at the fire department I'm done no you're not done that's the problem I am telling you right now you're not done there's so many more things in this world that can be done and that you're going to be great at if I go to jail tonight I am done with everything and when I get out of jail I will my break I talking right [ __ ] down there is nothing anybody can stop me and change my life there's nothing to live for yes there is how what job are you here at the hospital there's no job the bottomy go back to the starting there till you get to school there no job off that don't mean there's all kinds of stuff that opens up you know that as long as I do but I can't sit here and tell Will you know what let's see about letting her go more and more you keep saying that the more and more I want to take you to get an ebil fine whatever you got to do when I get out they're not going to [ __ ] hold me I [ __ ] go my I know that's the problem if you go up there for an eal they're probably going to keep you law enfor I know and I don't want that hey so she's saying that she goes to jail when she gets out she's going to kill herself what problem [Music] yeah yeah well what I'll do is I'll uh take her to the hospital and then I'll see if the service Aid can watch her well if it's past our shift or whatever I'll give the service Aid the tra cause statement so he can book her in on us so all right buddy why hey I'm going to end up taking her to the hospital for Nal she's saying that she's going to kill herself [ __ ] she didn't she refused well once Mike's done once Mike's done talking to her um [ __ ] man I don't know why my [ __ ] Lieutenant made me put me through this dude it's [ __ ] ridiculous but whatever yeah I'm still we're sitting outside the 81 right now Mike's talking to her all right I'll uh I'll I'll bring her soon all right by I'll I'll try to call Tony you I know he's a call out because he Val put in Snapchat so I'll try to call it I know let me see I you said I know where was got earlier I'm sorry Michelle I'm sorry to man I'm not trying to put you in this situation but man I'm telling you right now if I have to go to jail and then I get out I I will kill myself and you can get me all the help you want in the world but the minut I get out I will kill myself okay and I don't ever want you to change who you are cuz I think you're a good officer Deputy sorry cuz I have masing for a lot right now if I have to go to jail I will it will not be good when I get I will tell you that right now my I think I think M has your phone mik you still have her phone yeah I do you have my keys no to my house it's in my truck console oh no put the voice I got to go to jail I got to go to jail they'll probably let me get your keys to the house if you want me to get them it's up to you I got to go to jail is what it is he didn't answer now no chance I let bond out tonight not with not with core Civic the old Jael yeah but not core Civic I'm probably going to take you to the hospital though Michelle I I almost have to now do not either I if you could ever do me a favor do not take me to that please do not H me to the hospital leave me the [ __ ] down please the thing is with what you've said if if I it's not going to change it if I go there if I go there right right no but it clears me so you're worried about your I'm not going to sue you is that what you're worried about the the thing is Michelle knows my family like he already knows what my wishes are Michelle I if if I take you to the hospital and they clear you and then you go to jail then if it's can you get my keys to my house from here if if we can get if I can get to the car yes do what you got to do it's embarrassing to go to the hospital if you go if if you wants to take you up there I'm going to go up there first I'm going to talk to charge nurse I'm going to try to do everything out in his unit want to take me [ __ ] taking me to jail I understand but it's kind of like our refusal oh we give refusals I think that's what he's talking about day I got I got to get released sometime right yeah I'm going to kill myself when I get released so to do it whether you waste your time sitting at the hospital that's a waste of your time right sitting at the hospit Melle if I have to waste my time you don't care you don't give a [ __ ] yes I do you do not Michelle I do no you don't if I didn't have to do this tonight I wouldn't okay then you would have let me go and you would have let some you would have taken me home or somebody else would have I wouldn't be sitting right here PS right my hands are tied with what I'm allowed to do I [ __ ] up my truck my truck my baby my life is total right right probably probably yeah I [ __ ] up I get that I'm not asking for favor in that aspect [ __ ] Happ you to call mic and I begged you to call Mic did I not yeah and you didn't want to do it right no I called him once no not right away no not there was a reason I couldn't do that was because the machine was going and I explain that to you Michelle just take me to the hospital do what you got to do take me to the jail okay I'll get released and I'll go home and [ __ ] blow my brain out it is what it is right oh I don't want you to kill yourself I don't [ __ ] care what you have to say I'll see up there throw me in the back of your car and do what you got to do because when I get home I'm [ __ ] blow my brains [Applause] out can you just take me to the [ __ ] jail I have to take you to the hospital now Michelle 108 reg continue mileage I'm being route to SAA General 24 going to help with your punches absolutely not absolutely yes or no I said absolutely not good then you can understand where I'm coming from can you when we get there please let these go I won't run I won't do stupid [ __ ] like I work with these people please Michelle I can't do that you're to you yet no Michelle you haven't then [ __ ] please do not let me walk in with his handcuff I can't do that I'm not going to run just take me to the [ __ ] jail I can die into the older chair and like he lied right if that's what you want to do Michelle then that's what you need to do that's easier and then I'll do that it's completely up to you what are you going to do tase me I don't get out of your car please don't do that huh said please don't do that I don't want to go in there just take me to the [ __ ] jail that was your plan from the GetGo cuz I'm a shitty human being right no you're not a shitty human being you're not you're not trying to help me right now will Michelle I have to take you here okay then take these handcuffs off me I can't do that I am embarrassed right now to go in that [ __ ] place make me look like a shitty human being I'm sorry Michelle okay I am [ __ ] no you're not just take me to the jail please I don't want their help please Regal 97 General when you're for to copy the mileage 244 283 244 283 St before you go huh so let's talk before you go you all right no all right Michelle Justin tell her to take me to the jail how about can I talk to Justin please sure can whoever that is please [Applause] leave no they're going to judge [Music] [ __ ] M so [ __ ] up dude I'm live go there are we friends Justin I'm asking you right now are we friends did I [ __ ] up tonight like I said Justin I do not want to go in there because you're going to [ __ ] judge me I [ __ ] up tonight have you seen dead kids have you seen dead kids have either one of those two seen dead kids have you have I okay then please just [ __ ] take me to jail that's all I want I do not want to go in there my leg back the door take I do not want to go in I don't want to deal with judgment please please please let me talk to him real please you just coming for Med c yeah use the blow yep okay refuse to blow she says that she wants to kill herself that's there only two options pick her up and walk her in yep that's it that's all we have at this point that's all we can do yep okay please do not make me go there we have protocol we have call going speak to the doctor we're going to go for there just please that's the only option we have I don't want to kill myself I only told him that cuz I was pissed off at him okay so what we're going to do we're going to stand up we're going to walk in I do want to go we're going to Sol this then make the doctor come out with here please Justin I am begging you right now please do not make me go in there we'll see if the doctor will come out there's two things I want to ask it I don't want you guys to get mad I don't want you to think I'm interfering with your deal cuz I'm not either maybe I can get the doctor to come out here or uh either that or trans or transport to core Civic and be straight with them and honest cuz what your concern is and if they require a clearance then she have to come back and I know that's taking time out of your guys and I'm I'll uh I'll call them real quick and and see I'll call him real quick and see I am pissed off you know I understand that Michelle I'm I'm not trying to get involved yeah no I I understand I'm just asking get her out of here I don't want her here um like I said I'm not trying to get in make things worse by no means well yeah no I understand where you're coming from I don't contact 4C see if they will accept somebody uh that is suicidal without a medical clearance I don't want [ __ ] Fu f we don't know for though that's you lot of you have vacation time you have sick time you start taking time off yeah I burning it but that you're still getting paid and we can drop you an 80 hour week work this okay 80 hours we don't this is why I'm bringing it up cuz I'll go be the person talk to it drop you to 80 hour nobody else drop you to 80 hour work weeks and vacation is sick and see what the lawyer says see what see what happens after it doesn't mean it's over yet because there's other options we can still try did you want me to call best don't know how to getand call anybody than that you told me to call okay do [Music] for direct they will not I work department I [ __ ] I I made a bad choice tonight I decided toink should I just called in so I should have just called in I should have put my two weeks in should have put my two weeks in when they offer me the job it's been like I told you before hey all of us at fire department we understand what you're going through yeah don't don't sweat us don't think anything of us I know that this bugs you and everything but it's your it's your yeah could have been your family on the road yeah that's true all right huh all right I'll let you know when I'm clear yeah me you hot yeah I have to be it's right see what she say what you want to say sucks question don't be lt's been involved in a few court cases all right and um I don't know if people are there I I don't know but she's been involved in court cases is where both male and female have been you know sentenced because of her yeah not because of her but I just you know will they consider that when they get in there yeah I'll let them know I'll let them know 100% just let him know that she's that yeah the baby they put her in SE yeah she won't be there for very long she she'll see the judge tomorrow sleep it off Sunday Sunday they the last one that I had that wasn't booked in on Saturday we soon on Sunday that's great so yeah later it probably be tomorrow afternoon soon I can got my number memorized or not I really wish they could I do too I really wish that my lieutenant would have said oh well we don't recognize that 100% that's not given yet it's not you have time you have vation time drop your work week until you get try to figure out what's going to happen oh no I we talk yeah you [ __ ] up but doesn't mean you're [ __ ] [Music] up no I can't say that honestly I can say you [ __ ] up but I can't say that's what that's what it's not there it's just a mem meter huh it's just a m meter just The Miser don't that's not what told me little [ __ ] about it I never told you was a f lost it's not you're way too smart yeah everything in here everything in here there's a ton I but only how you because I'm [ __ ] have a d I don't I don't think you'll lose your and all I don't have there's people in this world have been arrested for 47 same well yeah mind never mind2 right that doesn't mean it's over doesn't mean life is what do I have left classy I have [ __ ] only me it's over what do I have left for me start over over I don't have the only thing that yeah that's all my just ended right here right now I still don't believe that yet I don't believe that yet and you know I'd be the first to tell you I don't think I don't even have my license right now I don't have it plenty of time for that you're didn't put me in any I still don't know that for sure I'm tell you that cuz I'm it's not them what I'm telling you now is I'll go to Chief and I'll I'll go to suggest the ADR it gives you vacation and sick time to take that way we can stretch it out for a longer period and see what happens think about it nobody got hurt that's like the huge thing right there but even if you did doesn't mean it's over there's other aspects there's teaching there's there's so much you can do going back to school getting back on at the hospital there's so many other things that can be done so many it's it doesn't end there it doesn't this is not the end this is a huge [ __ ] huge even after came out like okay after showed up late way late he's upset he's everybody's not here judging you you're one of us and that sucks it sucks seeing you like this you're smarter than the one that's doing are you guys r on clearance or what yeah putting in but the good thing is at the end of the day huh yeah he always tell me she was more worried than me wasn't she wasn't mad at all e so huh I'll see if let you huh huh oh I'm good I'm going call [Music] TR there you got she's like there's no bars where was she said no no prob friends or something she okay she just kept ask [Music] f [Applause] Ro it's not giving me accurate blood pressure all right did it for right yeah for Tony it's Mike when you get this message give me a call have Copan got got G huh I love you to 30 or 40 whatever isow good off sir it's easier thanks I got you call me yeah pH anything else I don't have your keys but I'll try to get them from the rain tomorrow okay love you that love you too all right guys thanks [Applause] yep orinal 98 full General in route cor Civic continue my Edge 258 108 Regal 97 core Civic free to copy ending mileage 244 289 244 289 you a Central Sheriff's Office one female yep well serious put it on right [ __ ] sending me to jail so at least make yourself look appropriate be all right no you're not for what we got a med clearance [Music] so what's up yeah wait no this isn't the right one no she's here yeah [Music] 108 Regional fax deal and vehicle information please thanks for that 104 if you could fax the 28 and the code 5 right [Applause] over first um just a heads up she's been a witness for uh Mis our fing cases so 109 10 yeah I guess [Applause] yeah 104 [Applause] anything nope 109 Regal I'll be 10 have a you ADV for n also just not this make sure that you right there I huh one okay all all right all right all right Michelle do you want to sign this it's the notice of revocation of your license notice of revocation for your license so that means I don't get my license back this is your temporary so I I'll explain it to you this is your temporary license and then you can challenge it at the MVD so might as well sign what you want right well you can challenge it if you'd like what do I going to sign date and then what today's date the 13th okay those instructions on the back if you like to challenge the revocation [Applause] okay [Applause] here's this I will be back with the yes [Applause] sir [Applause] [Applause] [Applause] sorry I had to do it Michelle this concludes this recording
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