I'm scared though because I don't trust the other family. They scare me. >> Why would you be scared of them? >> I don't trust them with like I don't even know like what if they know where my car is parked. They just they just scare me. Some of the people over there scare me. >> They do anything to you. You're pressing charges on them and now it's >> Well, obviously for sure. Right. That's what I mean though. They are they are crazy and scary. >> You want to know what else too I'm thinking about? After today, you can start writing your book. Why? >> Well, because nobody um I don't know. Because you can just start writing everything, all your personal information without having to worry about Miss Beck looking at it or anything. You know what I mean? Start writing your book. Nobody can like twist or [clears throat] use things your feelings that you say in a weird way to fit their growth narrative kind of thing. >> I mean, they already did that. like me saying I'm sad and I missed out on him and it's my fault for being the driver. They just wanted to like say that that meant I did on purpose. I >> I'm sure the judge knows that. That's that was very kind for you to reach out to him. Like >> you know what just like irritates me so bad too because they was like they just used Dave as like baggage. Like >> oh my god that was so how oh my god >> I was like what the [ __ ] I call >> I'm about to call you back though. Hello. >> Hey. >> Hey, Mom. >> I didn't think I was going to get to talk to you this morning. >> Neither did I, but yeah. >> Yay. Good. >> So, how long have you been out? >> I just got out. >> Okay. Okay. How long are you allowed out? >> An hour. >> Okay. Hey, that's good. Do >> you talk to Leia anymore last night? >> No, I hung up with her because I was confused. I thought that was Maxwell. Is her name Her name says Malaysia Maxwell. >> Yes, that is Maxwell. That's her last name. >> Oh, okay. Cuz that's like she was like I don't know. Somebody was calling me Maxwell. Isn't that what you call her? >> No, that's what they call her in jail. >> Oh, okay. So, that is the same person. Okay. I was confused. >> Tell her to come to court. >> A I will I'll tell her. >> I miss her. >> Yeah. I love that you guys got a good relationship. I love that. >> Who? >> You and True Crime Audio. >> That's good. >> I'm texting Auntie back right now. >> Did you wake up to any more messages? >> Yes. you and and Stacy. >> Oh, good. I don't know. I have people are texting me and messaging me all over the place telling me to keep the faith. They have good feeling about it and blah blah blah. But, you know, it we have to prepare for the worst and hope for the best. But still, their words are very kind and needed. Yes, Stacy said she'll be here. >> Okay, >> hold on. Who is it? Who am I texting? Allison back. Allison said, "Hey, Kenz, I want you to know I'm praying for you. I love you so much. You have a very emotional week. I pray that you feel God's peace and calm and comfort. Always know I love you. Always know how I love you are by so many and you are amazing person. Hugs to you. Love always." Also, so last night like I prayed last night and like it was like different than any other time I prayed. Like I feel like cuz I've been reading this like book where like it's like kind of like a study book where you like learn about [ __ ] more. >> Okay. Yeah. >> Like I was praying and like I feel like I like seen light like when with my eyes closed like it was weird as [ __ ] >> Okay. That's wonderful. >> And then I like was like like after I prayed I was like flip me like tell me up like a page like tell me this like oh take me to a page of something I need to know. And I don't remember what the [ __ ] it said but it was just like damn like it just like was so good. Oh, >> I love you. >> Yeah, it was so good. Oh, also it's my seventh day in my room. So, >> am I allowed to come out like with everyone else now? >> All right. >> What she say? >> I'm asking if like my seven days up cuz like >> I know. What did she say? >> She said, "Let me check." >> Okay. And Nicole, I think Nicole spent some time in jail or something. Is that right? >> What? Snow bunny. >> Oh yeah, she did. >> She had referenced that she spent a lot of time in the law library. >> She used to like be addicted to drugs and [ __ ] She older, too. >> A Yeah. So, she's going to set it up. She has an Android and she's going to set it up on her dad's phone or something or somebody's phone. >> Yeah. You can't do it on Android, >> right? Which I think is like stupid. Um cuz Beth Beth Merrill, she has an Android and she so she can't do it either. which kind of sucks because she tried. >> Yeah, Uncle Dave would try to set it up too with an Android. >> Who the hell? I mean, come on, Android people. >> Just like the Great Divide. >> I'm so nervous. >> Yeah, me too. I literally have a pool of vomit right at the bottom of my throat just like ready to come up. This is insane. people um that I don't know that we don't know were defending this you and the situation in the mom's group they were like look your emotions are pretty raw right now you know whether she's punished or not whether you want her to be punished to the worst degree or not it's not going to bring anybody back it could have been anything you know >> who's saying that >> I don't know who that is I have no idea A couple people were saying that and they were like just because the prosecute argued something doesn't mean is real. Any adult should know that. >> I love that people I hope like the judge feels the same way. >> Yeah, me too. >> Oh, and then my one friend was like, you know, you made the right decision with choosing a bench trial and stuff and I'm like, well, I that was it wasn't up to me. You know what I mean? But thank you. And that made me start crying. So, whatever whatever happened up to this point, Kenzie, is exactly what it's supposed to be. We just have to trust and put faith in that. Okay. And the fact that you're having those deja vu should show you that whatever you're doing up to this point is the right thing, right? >> Yeah. Oh, I got a book last night. >> Oh, you did? >> Yeah. My like favorite officer like gave me a book. I like literally love her. >> I'm so glad. >> I just love you so much, Pumpkin. I love you, too. >> I can't believe act like lays home. >> I can't either. That's wonderful. >> Did I give her the app yet? I think I did. Hold on. She may not have money though. Look, she even says this Maxwell. Tell her to call me. That's what she said. >> Yeah. Don't call her that. >> No, she said call herself that. She said, "Yes, this Maxwell, tell her to call me." She sounds different on the phone, which is like I was like, is this really her? Like it threw me off, >> right? >> I hope our video calls work today. I didn't know how late or early to schedule them, so I scheduled it at 7:00. I hope that was okay. And if it's not, then whatever. >> Oh [ __ ] I have three. >> You wait, you do >> 7:30, 8, and 8:30. >> Oh, that might be cuz I wasn't sure what was going on. No, I like >> Yeah, check. >> Yeah, that's all. >> Okay, good. >> I just wanted to take up um I wanted to get as many as I could. You know what else I didn't like about last night, too? If that video call would work, we I would have had you until 8:55 and you had to go in at 8:40. >> That annoyed me bad as [ __ ] >> Yeah. Was something happening? That's why >> I know it that just blew me. That is [ __ ] I was so irritated. >> Yeah. I mean, what the hell? >> They need to reimburse me for my time then. I paid I paid for that time. >> I know. Delicious. Oh my god, this [ __ ] is so irritating. I hate when it gets to doing this. >> What? >> I'll be typing a message and be like, "Are you still using this?" And then it will just like delete the message that I just like took long as [ __ ] typing. >> Can you um can you when it's super long? Can you write um you know how you can copy and paste? Like highlight the whole thing and right click and copy. >> I just log out and then log back in. So it's like >> Oh, cuz I was going to say that way again. You just paste your long message. Oh my god. I need to get the [ __ ] out of here so bad. >> Who are you texting now? >> Maddie. >> Who? >> Maddie. >> Did Kendra's work? >> I didn't touch her yet. Oh, but she did she's in there. >> Okay. >> With Maddie, though. >> Okay. >> They just did that [ __ ] again. This is about to piss me off. This this whole [ __ ] thing that this this like terminal is shitty as [ __ ] Like, I don't like this terminal. >> Yeah, that's annoying. >> She'll move on coming to court. >> I have no idea. Ask Phil if um he wants to come. >> Faith is coming with Damian. >> What' you say? >> Faith and Damian are coming. >> Okay. I asked about Phil and Faith. >> Well, we are picking up We're picking up Kendra. Uh and I don't know who else is coming. Oh, obviously Stacey's coming and I don't know who else. I'm scared though because I don't trust the other family. They scare me. >> Why would you be scared of them? >> Well, I don't trust them with like I don't even know like what if they know where my car is parked. They just they just scare me and look people over there scared. >> Do anything to you or you're pressing charges on them and just >> Well, obviously for sure. Right. That's what I mean though. They are they are crazy and scary. >> Yeah. This shit's about to piss me off. This messaging [ __ ] is just like not working. Yeah, there is there [ __ ] I can know with this [ __ ] place. One of the girls that I met while I was waiting for for court got moved to this pod, though. She's pregnant and 19. >> Oh, >> I feel bad for her. >> Are we going to try this e- messaging one more time before this frees me up? >> Is she on there for protection or does she have like a mental problem? >> I don't know. >> Or the intake, right? >> No, she was here before. She was she was on the pregnancy pot. >> Oh. This is about to piss me the [ __ ] off. >> It did it again. >> Yes. Like this machine is shitty as [ __ ] and it doesn't work at all. What the [ __ ] I'm about to just like sit down before I get irritated as [ __ ] >> Can you log out and log back in? Is that >> I've done that like Yes. I did that like eight times and it's just not working. Tell me why. Um she's like he's like she's like >> okay that's the one that um screams, right? >> Yeah. No, she just like screams all night and laughs and [ __ ] Man, tell me why like the staff let her out first before everybody and she just got to be like loud as [ __ ] at like 6:00 a.m. Woke everyone the [ __ ] up. Like she was just being loud as [ __ ] Like >> is that the man ma'am man? >> No. >> Oh, there's another one in there. >> Yes. >> God, I don't know. Honey, >> please call the warden and be like, she needs to get off of this pod. >> You want to know what else too I was thinking about? After today, you can start writing your book. Why? >> Well, because nobody um I don't know. Because you can just start writing everything, all your personal information, not having to worry about Miss Beck looking at it or anything. You know what I mean? Start writing your book. Nobody can like twist or [clears throat] use things your feelings that you say in a weird way to fit their growth narrative kind of thing. >> They already did that. like me saying I'm sad and I missed Dom and it's my fault for being the driver. I just wanted to let you say that that meant I did on purpose. I >> I'm sure the judge knows that. That's that was very kind for you to reach out to him like that. That was very kind. They're twisting that in a gross way because they're hurt and gross. >> Wait, maybe reaching out to Angelo. Yeah, that was >> you know what just like irritates me so bad too because they was like they just used Dave as like baggage like >> oh my god that was so how oh my god >> I was like what the [ __ ] I >> call him cargo >> I'm about to call you back though but that [ __ ] like I'm literally like I know you did not just say that like >> no that says grandma the hell off >> baggage that's what you that's all you got out of this investigation is baggage like >> oh my god crazy. Like >> that's insane. >> That pissed me off, too. >> Yes, that was disgusting. Like I don't know. >> Thank you for using the caller has hung up. Thank you for