speak for much. I'm not asking for like an $1,000 shopping spree, okay? I just want to get my nails fixed. Okay. >> Yeah. Yeah. No, that is okay. >> I feel like my nails are all breaking off and they are they are hurting. Some of them are broken and some of them are so long and I've been asking for bandages and they won't give them to me. >> I'm so sorry, baby. I'm so terrible. >> And I call them dying in here. I need my meds. I need my meds. Please give me my meds. And they are like, they just laugh and chuckle at me. I think that's what I want to do. I don't want to speak to people oneonone in therapy. I want to speak for the masses. >> Speak to the people. >> I want to speak to the people. I want to help people who are struggling, who are hurting, who have been hurt, who are after the beat. Please say United States. United States. Hello, this is a collect call from >> an incarcerated individual at Kyahoga County Correction Center. >> And I'm back. >> Hi. They just said we have about 10 minutes. >> Okay. Well, that's fine. I'll just be slightly shorter. >> Yeah, it's okay. >> Yeah, that's fine. Well, maybe we can talk about something better at the end. Um, so I don't know what it was, but I know you've always wanted me to be spiritual, but maybe it just needs a tragedy to spark that side, but >> maybe it needed this to spark that, you know, maybe it needed this this horrible horrible thing to happen. I don't think it needed it, but I think it is something cuz you're right. When I prayed and I prayed so hard for you because maybe I just cared enough, but I didn't have anything else I could do and it just it helped me feel better. I mean, not better, but well, I shouldn't say not good, but it did make me feel better. This felt warm. We're going to pray together every single night. >> Okay. >> Because that's what I need. Okay. >> Okay. >> That's what I've been wanting from you. >> Or do you want me to pray just before I go to bed? You just want to know that I'm doing it. >> I just want you to pray for us. Pray for us. Pray for me. Pray for our relationship. Pray for that. We'll be free from here soon. I am. I pray that every moment, baby. >> Pray that I will be strong in here. Pray that I will be brave. Pray that I will be fearless in God's name. You are and you will be. That I will pray for you as hard as I can with as much love for you and for any powers up there as I can. I want whatever I can do for you, I will do. I feel like I am drowning in fear and terror. >> I can only imagine. >> I have felt that way since I I felt that way since Thursday. >> Yeah, it's all unknown. Nothing serious. But I'm We are here for you. Have a support network. I know it feels like it because of where you are right now. But in spirit, you are not alone. No, I'm not alone. >> We are not going to forget. We love you. We're here for you. We're going to be with you. We're going to do everything we can. >> Honey, honey, honey, will you pick me up from this wretched place? Please bring my stuffies so I can hug them. Bring lavender. Bring >> Lav Bear. I'll make sure Lav bear's there. >> Bring uh my coffee. Starbucks. >> I'm putting nicotine. >> I know. >> I am craving nicotine. Like I've never craved nicotine before. >> Oh, you've never had to go this long without it? >> No, I've never had to go this long without it. >> Actually, that one maybe. They say the nicotine cravings only last like the hard cravings for about a week. the way you'll be the edge will at least use I'll have it. You'll always be able to have a cookie if you need it. >> Yeah. And when you bring me and you pick me up from here and you deliver me home, I need those things. >> We can make sure you have a lav there and I'm not starve. And I want to I want to get my nails fixed up. They're all breaking off and they hurt. And they hurt. And I want to go with my mom or so with your mom. I want to go with either my mom or your mom. I want to get my nails redone. I I don't I'm not asking for much. I'm not asking for like $1,000 shopping spree. Okay. I just want to get my nails fixed. Okay. >> Yeah. Yeah. That is okay. I feel like my nails are all breaking off and they are they are hurting. Some of them are broken and some of them are so long and I've been asking for bandages and they won't give them to me. >> I'm so sorry, baby. I'm so terrible. >> And I tell them I'm dying in here. I need my meds. I need my meds. Please get me my vets. And they are like they just laugh and chuckle at me. >> They're evil. They're evil. And moreover, once they found out I had a Bible, they said, "You can't bring it out of your solaries." Because they heard me praying. They heard me praying. I was praying to all the women. I was speaking the Lord's name over all the women. I was being the pastor of this place, honey. >> I was bringing peace and love to to the women. The women were listening to me. They were listening to me. They were like, "Oh, they were all like, "Amen." and that they were scared. They started to get scared. The people in charge started to get scared because they saw me bring in this uprising of God. >> Well, don't uprising. You You know what they mean. You were just helping. You were just >> I was helping. I was just making it spiritual. I'm just bringing love and peace and and comfort to the women here. And that's all I want to do for myself and the other women as well because I'm a good person. >> You be good at that. >> And I think that's what I want to do. I don't want to speak to people one-on-one in therapy. I want to speak for the masses. >> Speak to the people. >> I want to speak to the people who want to help people who are struggling, who are hurting, who have been hurt, who are who are who need to hear God's name in their life. >> People you can empathize with, people who you cannot help understand. >> Yes. And I think this is my calling and I I need you to support me. I think that's a very worthy calling >> and I don't know where it's going to take us, honey. It could take us anywhere >> all over the United States. It could it could lead me like I I want to study this and I'm going to get a job in this and I don't know where it could lead us anywhere. >> Who knows? That's a mystery for the future. And it could be exciting in its own way. >> We can think about that. >> Yeah. Think about that. Think about what life will be like once this is all over and you can speak to people and preach to people and share your love with people. And that's what I'm going to do. >> Yeah. I think you'll be very good at it. I want you to pray tonight. >> Oh, I will. Will. I want you to pray harder than you've ever prayed before in your whole life. And I will do the same as I have been doing since I've been in here. I've been praying harder and harder than I ever have in my whole life. >> I will pray with every ounce of emotion and grit in my soul. Baby, I will >> every ounce every >> whether he's listening or not, he's going to hear me. He will hear you. >> He will hear you. He will hear everything you have to say to him. I promise he will hear you. >> I feel that. It's just I don't know. And it helps me in a way feel connected to you, too. >> Mhm. It helps me feel connected to you. >> Yeah. Just know, like I said, I know it's going to be rough these next few days and I won't be able to answer the phone probably anytime you call, depending if it's work hours, but anytime I can, I will answer and you'll know you have me to talk to and you're not on your own. I know. [Music] Um, >> can you tell your mom I love her, too? >> Of course. >> Can you tell her that? >> I will. I will. I know she's been worried a little bit about you. >> Um, tell her I love her. >> I will. >> Tell her um she can pray for me. Um, >> maybe I'll play with my mom tonight. >> Yeah, sure. a good idea. >> You should guess you'll be in our hearts and I thought >> it just seems impossible. It just seems impossible to get through these next next Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. >> Three days. >> Three days. >> Hard, but you can do it. You're strong. It's it's it's hard there and bad there, but you'll make it through. You have a mission. You have your idea of what you want to get to. You have your Bible now. So, if you stay in your room, you can study, do some reading, find your favorite passages. >> Yeah. I have no way to mark them. I don't have a pen. Or I can I guess I can just like pad them. Just fold the corner of the page. Yeah. >> Anytime you find one you like particularly well. >> Yeah. I'll just put in the corner of the page. >> Yeah. And then maybe we can share them. Maybe I'll do a little reading. We share our favorite passages with each other. >> Yeah. I want you to get my Bible from my home and I want you to have that. >> I will get it. I'm stopping by there tomorrow after work. I'll pick it up then. Could you call my parents after you do this? >> Yeah, I'll I'll call him and let them know that I talked to you and your wish is for her to go to friends and play with this pastor and I'll let my mom know what you said. >> Let my mom Let your mom know. Let your mom know. I've never like really told her enough. Let her know that. Okay. >> Of course. >> Let her know that. She knows. >> How do I know that? I haven't let her know that I haven't told her enough that I I love her, too. >> I'll let her know. And she I think she knows, but I'll tell her you said so. >> She is like my second mother. >> All right, honey. They're going to send us away. >> Okay. Okay. All right. Be strong. Be brave. I love you and I will >> I love you. >> I'll talk to you when you can call me back. >> I'll call you tomorrow, honey. I love you. >> Okay. >> Pray for me. >> I'll pray for you. >> Talk to my parents. >> I will. I'll give him a call right after that. >> Okay. >> All right. >> Okay. In God's name, be strong. We're going to be strong together. We're going to make it through this. >> We are. We're going to make it through. Okay. >> God is good and he will give you the strength. I believe in you. >> I believe in us. >> Believe. >> Okay. Honey, good night. Love you. >> Bye for now. the call.