which makes you so incredibly special is your heart. >> I'm in so much pain, Mom. >> I'm sorry, honey. I wish I could take it all away. Molly, I >> emotional, physical, all the pain. All the pain in the world. I'm in all the pain and I full deserve it. Hello, this is a prepaid collect call from an incarcerated individual at Kyahoga County Correction Center. This call is not private. It will be recorded and may be monitored. If you believe this should be a private call, please hang up and follow facility instructions to register this number as a private number. To accept charges and consent to this recorded call, press >> Thank you for using Securus. You may start the conversation now. Hi, Molly. I'm here, sweetheart. >> Hi, Mom. >> Hi, sweetie. Are are you alone? Can you talk? >> I'm I mean, this conversation is always going to be recorded and monitored. >> Fine. Uh, of course I >> But I am um actually the only woman who was out of my cell right now. >> Oh, I wonder why. >> The freaking chopper. Everyone else is in their cell. Like the doors are their doors are cracked. They could come out if they wanted to. >> Okay. Maybe people are sleeping. >> People are sleeping. >> Okay. >> How I mean it's so sad that they'd rather sleep than talk to their relatives. Like they probably don't have anyone to talk to. >> That's sad, Molly. >> Like I feel so blessed. I'm one of the few blessed people who is >> who is often on the phone. >> Yeah. Well, your dad and I were just sitting down in the den and we were putting together an email to send to R.J. just some last minute things that we wanted him to know like some B, you know, from our conversations that we've had with you. >> Yes. >> So, things that I wanted him to know. So, when he But um you know, he will be there tomorrow. Unfortunately, I can't give you a time. >> That's okay. I'll do my best to just sleep and um sleep and read my Bible until then. >> Okay. Okay. So, the medications are still they're not giving you the topamax. They're not giving you the fee. >> No, they're giving me the Topamax. We're not giving my fee. They've been giving the Topamax this whole time, but they are only giving 25 milligrams. >> Okay. So, they are giving her the Topamax, but they've cut >> They're just giving a half dose. They're just giving a half dose the whole time I've been here. >> They've been giving a half dose the whole time. The whole time I've been here, they've been giving me 25. >> Okay. So, okay. Do you want to change that, Patrick? I'm on the phone with Molly. >> They're giving me 75 of the prestige. 75 of the prestige. >> Okay. So, the Prestige and Topa mask are incorrees. This is >> Yes. >> Okay. Okay. Okay. We got it. >> I love you, dear. I've been thinking about you nontop. >> I won't stay on the phone with you until they send me back to my cell or whatever. But >> uh you know, I've been thinking about you, honey. I can't wait to hold you in my arm. I have a lot of faith right now. >> Jesus is with you, honey. >> I know you Jesus Jesus suffered and he died for our sins. >> He died for all of us. >> Yeah. And um Dylan and I are going to start going to church regularly and >> Well, that would be wonderful >> for the praying regularly. >> Well, we can we can all use more prayer, Molly. Yeah, >> you know, I mean, we all have struggles and this is a big struggle for you, you know, and and I I do believe in my heart that that things are going to get better. I don't know when and I don't know exactly how, but I know things are going to get better. Yeah. So, and I know we we all have a lot of things that we have to work on. >> Yeah. >> So, but we have to stay we have to stay, you know, protected by our Lord and and we have to reach out to him in all our times in our times of need and just speak to him. open up our hearts to him at any time, anytime. So, >> the Lord listened, >> you know, and uh I I realized more than ever the power of prayer and how how it worked >> and so so happy about that actually, you know, and and I felt like I told you when I was at friends, I I I felt his presence. I felt um like I had been listed. Like I had been lifted. Yeah. >> So, you know, just continue to remember that your dad and I love you more than anything anything in this world. You know, and you are here for a reason. You are here for a reason. Oh, you are a child of God and you have a beautiful soul and we will be there for you. >> I don't think the reason is to sit here dying. >> I know this is hard, Molly. I mean, I I I don't know what you're exactly going through, but I but I know this is horribly hard on you physically, mentally, but don't let it don't let it destroy your spirit. Don't let it rob you of all the wonderful and good things about you. >> Okay? It won't. >> Okay? The Lord wants you to be strong. We want you to be strong. Dylan wants you to be strong. Okay. Your guinea pigs and your rabbits want you to be strong. >> I had a dream about my guineies. >> Well, they're doing well. They're having some hay right now. They had lettuce for dinner. Uh they had a little bit of Granny Smith apple today. Uh which they both seem to like. They had cherry tomatoes and Violet really needs a haircut again. >> Seems like we just cut her hair. Oh, poor thing. Yeah, but you know, I was thinking, "Oh my goodness, these girls are both four years old now." I don't think we're both four years old now. >> Yeah, they're four. I can't believe it. But you know, your dad and I cleaned the case together um on Friday, I think it was. >> Yes. So, we take good care of them and I'm sure Dylan is taking good care of Sweeney and Bella. >> Thank you for loving my gold and violet for me. >> Oh, of course, sweetheart. I love them and miss them. >> I'm sure you miss them, >> you know. I'm sure you miss them. I know Mitchell misses them too. You know, we haven't shared anything with anybody else >> with what's going on. I want to let you know that. >> Yeah. I feel like it would it would just give N a heart attack. >> It would be too much, honey. >> And it would throw Mitchell completely off course. >> Yeah, it would be too much. >> So, We're and we're just we're concentrating on right now what we need to do right now. >> So So when you're giving your next meal tomorrow, >> can you try and have a little bit of eggs? >> If that's offered to me. >> If it's offered to you. Okay. >> I don't No eggs will be offered to me. Did you tell them you had food allergies? >> Yes. >> She told them that she has food allergies, but she also means her epi pen. >> I forgot to put that. >> Yeah. What did you tell them? Your food allergies were eggs and what else, honey? >> I said eggs, milk, sunflower, and a few other things. eggs, milk, sunflower, and a few other things. Okay, he's including that. So, I'm glad your dad and I have each other right now because we still have to take care of. >> I know. >> You know, Jamie has certain needs that have to be met. >> So, we're taking care of him and supporting one another and reminding each other that we're going to be strong for you and you're our girl. Okay. Do you want to say the prayer like we did yesterday or the day before? I thought that was really lovely. We prayed together. >> You want to do the our father? >> Would you like to do that? >> Okay. Would you want Okay, let's do that when I'm ready. Whenever you are, honey. Can I have my Bible? >> You going to open? Do you have your hand on your Bible or you going to open it up? >> I don't have it. >> Okay. It's okay. Okay. We can do it. >> Would you like to say the hour? Father. >> Yeah. But I don't know it. >> You don't know it >> by heart anymore. >> Okay. Um, let me say our father. Father, >> who art in heaven, >> who are in heaven, be thy name. >> Thy name, thy kingdom come. >> Thy kingdom come, >> they will thy will be done on earth as it is >> in heaven. >> In heaven, >> give us >> Give us this our daily bread. >> And forgive us our trespasses. >> And forgive us our trespasses >> as we forgive those >> as we forgive those who trespass against us against us. and lead us not >> lead us not >> into temptation >> into temptation >> and deliver us >> deliver us >> from evil >> from evil. >> Amen. >> Amen. >> In the name of the Father, Son, Holy Spirit. Amen. >> Amen. >> God bless you, Molly. He's in your heart. He's protecting you. >> I love you. Just remember R.J. is there to help you tomorrow. >> I know I will do everything he says. I will be perfect for him. Okay, >> honey. I just want you to listen, pay attention, answer questions to the best of your ability. You know, be very honest and truthful with him. That's really important. Okay? Because it's really important. He wants you to trust him. So, you're going to have to open up to him. That's so important. And I know you can do that, okay? Cuz he's going to represent you. >> I know. And just remember, I love you. And R.J. has daughters. >> He has daughters, too. >> He's a father, so he knows what your dad is going through right now. >> So, and I'm glad we have him on our side. >> Me, too. >> Okay. So, so just just do what you say. >> I know you will. I know you'll comply. >> Absolutely. >> Okay. You're a smart girl, Molly. >> Yes. >> Okay. You have You're a very, very smart girl. You always have been. And you have a big heart. Which makes you so incredibly special is your heart. I'm in so much pain. Mom, >> I'm sorry, honey. I wish I could take it all away. Molly, >> emotional, physical, all the pain, all the pain in the world. I'm in all the pain and I don't deserve it. >> I'm so sorry you're suffering, my suffering, Molly. I wish I could I wish could take it all away. I hope I have sweet dreams in them. >> Oh, Molly, you know, and try and think really positive thoughts before you think of a good thought, a happy memory before you shut your eyes. >> I try. I try. I try. I do. You do. Good girl. >> I do. I do. >> I know you do so much. >> Molly, I love you with all my heart. Don't ever forget that I am holding your hand. >> Okay. >> Okay. I'm holding your hand. And when you get off the phone with me, you wrap your arms around yourself and you give yourself a big squeeze. >> Okay. They're telling us to go to bed. Good night. >> I love you, darling. Love you. Bye. God bless you. Good night. Night. Good night, night, sweetie. Night. >> The caller has hung up.