But like I can tell >> Yeah, you can tell it's thinning a little bit. >> I can tell it's thinner. Yeah, it's been falling out massively. Massively. >> Well, love that. It's a lot of things. One, it's stress and the other one's you're not eating. You're not getting vitamin. >> After the beep, please say your first and last name. >> Molly Duncan, >> an incarcerated individual at Kyahoga County Correction Center. You may start the conversation now. >> Hello. Hi honey. >> Hey your last call. >> That's okay. I I I don't know why. What happened? >> What? >> You don't know why I missed the call? >> Yeah. >> I was just working and by the time I got to it, it was ending. >> Um >> Yeah. So worse, I can't. >> It's so deceiving. It literally wants you to It wants me to feel bad. literally says to me, "The person you have called like refused to pay." >> No, I didn't refuse to pay. I just didn't answer. It was done ringing before I got to it. >> Um, >> good morning. >> I hope you have a really good day >> at work. And it's half day for you, so it should go by quick. >> It'll go by fast. I'm not looking forward to what happens right after. Do you know if you need any root canals? >> No root canals, but I'm having six cavity fill. >> It's a lot all day. >> It's a lot. It is a lot. But it's okay. It'll be fine. My jaw will be a little sore for the day, but it'll be a half day. >> Hey, think what I'm going through. I'd much rather be in your place. >> I 100% agree. I would not want to treat places. What you're dealing with is much tougher. >> Yeah. I'd much rather be at the dentist getting drilled on. >> But yeah, so don't worry if it tells you I refuse the call. I didn't refuse it. If it times out, it just means I didn't have my phone on me for that second. I didn't get the call. >> Oh, that's why I called right back. But um >> yeah. No, I was I was saying I was talking to Richard, my boss, so I couldn't take the call. >> I was able to take a quick shower. It was the worst shower of my whole life, but it didn't. >> And are you feeling a little cleaner? >> No. >> No. But you did it anyways. >> Yeah, the shower was really gross. And um >> was the was the water at least room temperature? >> The water was boiling hot. >> It was actually warm. >> No, boiling. >> Oh, well I mean that sucks. But I mean, I'd take that over freezing. Splash it over yourself. At least be able to be warm for a second. >> Yeah, that's kind of what I did. But it was like so hot that you couldn't see under it >> and you can't control the temperature >> and you could not turn down the >> Maybe it's one of those ones where it's one turn. Did you try just turning it down a little bit? Maybe it came out less hot. >> It came out as a button. >> It came out what? >> It was a button on the wall. >> Oh, you you just press a button and it starts. >> Yeah. >> Oh, I'm sorry, Dave. But I mean, yeah, that's that's way too hot. Then again, maybe it felt extra extra hot because how cold you've been. >> No, the other woman definitely told me it's like really hot. >> They said it's like scalding hot. I'm like, really? Okay, I guess I guess. I'm like, oh my god, they weren't they weren't kidding. It's really hot. Um, I took a shower for like 5 minutes. Did not wash my hair. Neck down. >> Well, at least that's something. And I'm I'm happy you got to clean off a little bit even if the water wasn't comfortable. Hoping maybe it'll let you get a little more sleep tonight. >> Yeah, I just have like a bar soap and no shampoo or no conditioner. So, I just really want to shower home with you tomorrow or take a bath. Mrs. Actually, >> Ramon's me. >> Well, I'm praying that one thing. I'm holding hope >> cuz I can't survive in here. >> Yeah, I I'm I'm praying and I got faith in RJ for the best. >> Molly belongs in heaven, not here. >> Yeah. Oh, baby. You'll get to heaven. Hopefully not soon, though. >> Ollie belongs in heaven very soon. Don't do that, baby. >> Yes, Molly cannot leave this wretched place. Molly will go to heaven very, very soon. >> Oh, baby, I don't want to hear you talking like that. >> My mind is >> though. I'm so sorry. >> My mind is gone. >> Your mind is gone. >> Yeah. >> Why stuck there? >> Yeah. I know it's been so hard. You can only imagine all the trials you've been facing, but it's Thursday. You only got one more day until you can talk to R.J. in person. And it'll be nice uh when you talk to your lawyer, your your private, you can actually talk to him and then he'll let you know, I guess, what's happening. I don't know. I I don't know anything about it. Like R.J. He said he has to talk to them and figure out what's going on and then get it settled from there. >> I don't know anything either. Sorry. You know what's been like the worst physical symptom is that my hair has been falling out in masses. >> Just the crazy amounts of stress. >> Yeah, my hair is falling out like alopecia. >> It's okay, baby. I know that that's freaking you out, but it it'll grow back. >> I know. I know. It's like not noticeable. Like you won't be able to be like you're not going to be like, "Oh, she falls." Like, you're not going to know. But like I can tell. >> Yeah. You can tell it's thinning a little bit. >> I can tell it's thinner. Yeah. It's been falling out massively. Massively. >> Well, love that. It's a lot of things. One, it's stress. And the other one's you're not eating. You're not getting vitamins that needs to support it. >> True. You got to get some food in your belly to save your >> gently running my fingers through it will make masses of it fall out. >> Oh, baby. I'm so sorry. Well, also it might seem more like masses coming out because usually you brush your hair, you lose a lot of hair to your hairbrush. You haven't done that in a week. So, all the hair that would normally come out with a good brushing, you're just pulling out clothes. >> Yeah. Like I'm finding it like in my bed and on my clothes and >> Yeah. I don't think you're going to go bald. At least I got to worry about that. >> No. And if I did, we could get me the most beautiful wig in the world. >> That is true. And think of all the variety. Sometimes it's cool to have be a wig wearer because you can change up your hairstyle drastically on a whim. >> Yeah. >> Mhm. Nothing wrong with some wigs. I don't think you'll need one, but nothing wrong with it if you want them. >> Oh, I just am really sad. I've been losing so much of my beautiful hair. >> Yeah, your hair is I feel nauseous and ill. I have a migraine. This won't go away. You have what? They won't go with >> migraine. >> Oh, yeah. Have has they still been giving you I know it's not the full dose, but have they still been giving you the meds? >> Yes. >> Well, at least that's a small blessing. >> Now, we just need to get you the food in your belly. >> Yes, I'm starving. >> I know you are, baby. I wish I would do something about it right now. Well, I'll just keep praying that something you get in one of these meals will be something you can eat. >> Me, too. >> But at least even if you have to suffer, it's one more day and then you RJ and he'll be able to get this all sorted. I hope and pray with my whole being that he can. >> I pray for that, too. and pray that he'll be able to do something, get you home. >> With the whole power of of the Lord, with his whole power in me, I hope and pray that he can help me. >> I pray for that after time just goes so slow here. I know. Yeah. No distraction. All you can do is read your Bible. >> What the hell? >> You've been doing some reading. >> Yes. >> That's good. >> What book have you been reading? >> Just Genesis. >> Genesis. >> Yeah. >> Okay. I don't know why I started with the book of James, but I just picked it random. [Applause] >> But yeah, I miss you. I miss you tremendously, honey. >> Honey, I I'm serious. I want to go to the tattoo shop and get your name done on me. H. >> Well, we will look into that once we get you home. >> When I'm home and safe, I want to get your name on my finger and I want um your initials and I want your full name on my right booty cheek. >> On my on your booty cheek. >> Yeah, the right one. >> Property is Dylan. >> No, I'm just Dylan Hold. >> Well, no. If you had property of I don't think I'd want it. I don't want it to say that. >> Good. That'd be sweet. >> That way you can see it all the time. >> Yeah. Get a little MD tattoo. >> MD tattoo. Get your initial >> on your finger. >> Yeah. I don't know where I'd get it. >> She would get it on your finger. on my finger. >> Where' I get mine? >> Where? >> That way they're in the same place. >> Yeah, they're matching set. [Music] >> Oh god, my teeth hurt so bad. And I It's like since they've cleaned my teeth, it's gotten so much worse. I feel like I had a protective plaque layer over my cavities >> and ever since they cleaned them, they've been so sensitive. Now they're sensitive and sore. >> Well, don't get filled today. So, >> a honey, >> it's okay. I mean, it's a small thing compared to what you're going through, so you don't need to feel bad for me. >> I do. I know it's painful. >> Yeah, it's not going to be fun, but that's that's okay. I went out yesterday and I bought more hay and litter for the bun bun. >> I miss the bun bun so much. So, I had a dream that I saw um two of my guinea pigs, but they weren't the ones that I have now. They were um two of the ones that I've had in the past. >> Okay. >> And they were just hanging out, keeping company. >> Uh no, I was visiting my mom's house and I was like walking into the laundry room and they were they were they were and they were actually dressed up. They were dressed up in little dresses. >> Oh, that's cute. >> Isn't that cute? >> That is super cute. I wish >> they were wearing little guinea pig dresses. They were wearing little guinea pig dresses and it made me want to buy like I want to buy like a little bunny dress. >> We might be able to get her in a dress. She's pretty. >> Put her a little bunny dress. >> Get her a little for Easter. >> That would be adorable. >> We should put her in a little dress. >> Yeah. Even if she doesn't like it, we'll make her wear it for like an hour to take pictures and then we'll take her out. >> She's she's compliant. I think her >> Sweeny I don't think she would ever tolerate that. >> No, maybe a bow tie. Maybe something we could put on him real fast. >> Like a bow tie. >> Yeah, just like a little like right around the neck real quick. Get a good picture. You should get him back out of it before he eats it. >> But Bella, she might be good for it. >> I think she would. I think she'd tolerate it. Yeah. Can't wait to snuggle her against her will. >> Yeah. It won't be against her will. She doesn't. Catching her might be against your will. >> I love you, honey. >> I love you, too. All right. Hey, baby. I do got to let you go. I got >> You got one minute left. >> Oh, perfect timing. All right. I love you. All right. You stay safe. >> Sorry, they're calling for me. All right. Stay safe, Molly. Okay. I love you. I hope you get some food and the bunnies miss you and I'll talk to you when I can. Okay. >> Okay. I pray I will see you soon. >> I pray that, too. I'll pray right now. All right. Love you, babe. >> Love you, honey. >> Bye. Bye for now. >> Bye for now.