I was in a hole in Afghanistan all my friends were dead and I was naked dying and now I'm sitting right here with you so you can't tell me that the hardest part of your day is not going to reveal the best part of it you just don't know when that's coming I never could understand that until life took charge and kind of pushed me through it and then I started to think about like hey man them guys PID the ultimate sacrifice if you come down here to learn how to live while you're dying and like they got checked out early which means they did a good job I'm still working on mine