I think you got to believe in yourself and I think you're you're you do yourself a disservice when you look at people so highly that you try to emulate them when in reality you should be emulating ourselves. What I've learned is man, life throws you all sorts of curveballs and different doors open and you've got to figure out if you're going to take those doors. And so it's hard to say, but longterm I hope to be 10 years better than I am