finally got the button hit and then he got me in a choke hold and I started feeling myself. I said, "I'm going to [ __ ] shoot you. I will shoot you. Do not make me shoot you." And I was reaching for my gun. I was ready to pull it out. Just pop into my head cuz I was getting ready to go out. >> I don't think I went out, but I was getting there cuz he had a good straight load.