So my car didn't sound off, but I walked out the same door. So you feel me? Like it didn't take like No, this park's my biggest [ __ ] So yes, automatically as soon as I came out here, I did this cuz I did not remember exactly spot on where my vehicle was. Yes. But for me to just be walking around, you feel me? Like and then do you understand that it's hot for your kids to be okay. You understand that? It was like this when I left. That's what I'm trying to tell you. Literally like you understand that it's neglect. No matter how long you left your kid for, you understand that it's neglect. That in my head. I don't even understand how I don't I I don't even I would never neglect [ __ ] I won't even use the word neglect at this point cuz this [ __ ] is just like this traumatizing I even have to deal with this. Like I get it. Thank God my kids is