they said if I can try to get me
together and get clean we can be a
family again gotcha you heard me who's
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mom today's episode is about the
combination of illegal drugs and mental
illness the combination of these two
things is absolutely terrifying and the
effects can be seen on our streets every
day um yes my name is Lara wheeler um
right across the street from me at the
food Marty Express which is on solvent
and Warren there's a woman that's like
screaming and she just sounds like she's
having a psychotic break and she needs
some
help um is it a female black larger B
black blue jeans so it looks like you
are not the only one to call it looks
like she's not wearing pants at
all um yes she was taking her clothes
off it looked like the last got in okay
EXC on her no no I just felt like she
needed some help like some Mental Health
Services and I just wanted she's yelling
yeah and she just sounds like she's very
distressed she's like screaming like
she's
insane
what myself why are your pants off
because I thought there was a spider on
me I'm sorry and I was I was just having
a panic attack and I'm just I'm so over
this so why is there Narcan here did you
take something no why are you squirting
Arcane
everywhere it's not every
wish what' you take nothing well be and
I taken with you yeah I've done
everything y
okay what's your name man Shanda Roberts
Shanda Anderson Lee whatever the [ __ ]
okay I'm officer Kane come here I'm just
trying to put my clothes
on lwood apartment there was
43a come over
here than it's right here bring it over
here so I can talk to you okay there it
is right there it's I'm right here right
now okay thank
you God damn
it I'm just hot enough okay what
everything everything everyone their
their misconception of mental health
their problems I'm
done it's solved it's still a playe more
more more more more
where you live at ma' can I take you
somewhere no baby I'll walk home okay
what do you live I need to walk
anyways y'all don't understand seizures
y'all don't want to hear my SPI y'all
don't give a [ __ ] leave me Lord let me
walk okay have a good day enjoy my day
with me I need to bed I need problems I
have problems these [ __ ] won't help
me they help all the [ __ ] up
bus I'm just a [ __ ] up
one okay I bring peace
I restore
things this this this this [ __ ] him he
wants to defate on
my that's why I'm out
here you you think you're going choose
one wife you what
now God didn't choose to kick his wife
out no one take God a choice huh
all the angel said I want to go I want
my I want my blah blah that's [ __ ] all
y'all maybe he's sitting in Heaven by
his goddamn s with no one
there youn cigar
available and maybe just in case maybe
if I did something stupid is why I put
it in the air cuz I don't want that [ __ ]
in my goddamn nose that shit's for the
[ __ ] [ __ ]
quitters so maybe just
maybe save my have the other channel
here too I am fine come on just have you
have a good day it's my birthday on the
15th I never celebrate how old are you
I'll be 30 well the 15th was a couple
days ago so happy
birthday thank you you're welcome I've
never celebrated my birthday like none
of these hookers and they never allow me
I'm always to be cast out K
this why don't you let me take you
somewhere no baby please why because I
want to enjoy my day I want to calm down
I I want to do this my way I understand
and I appreciate this Y what what way
what way was that hospital re
electrotherapy seizure medication shots
shots shots I just witnessed a [ __ ]
trying to rap a man in front of me and I
went up to I said are you [ __ ]
kidding me she's laying on top of him
right now and all said I was n she just
stopped she opened my door when I was in
a shower the last [ __ ] I did had a plug
on top of her head she almost died I'm
sorry I didn't get your first name jail
this Shanda Shanda Jasmine Lee Anderson
[ __ ] Brown is my blood name thank you
thank you 32 whatever the [ __ ] and I'm
sorry to keep screaming but I'm in the
middle of a seizure I understand I
thought there was a a spider and a snake
on me yeah you said that these two
victims already did the oh these [ __ ]
want me to show feared oh my gosh I'm so
scared he's going to kill me and rape me
why because he might enjoy his [ __ ]
life for two seconds might get a new
perspective on himself might feel like a
new man you said you take will utran
that's the only thing that's the only
thing you take besides Adavan yeah and
God forbid I take Adavan but Nancy who's
raping all these rap her own kids rape
these [ __ ] when to come in my
shower almost killed the [ __ ] and the
goddamn [ __ ] good thing 10 years husband
was goddamn right there what do you take
well but for they say depression I have
split personalities I'm a four-year-old
kid on my goddamn life and there's
nothing no one can help me that's it I'm
a four-year-old kid all my life not
yours not yours not
any my
life I just need to walk it all y you
know one of them days he they tell you
go ahead and walk it off here's an extra
$40 you come
back we not
stupid it's 2716 sorry that's location
you want go the hospital with us no no
actually I was thinking about an EMS
maybe in two more days I'll I'll give
you that okay now deal in two days if I
don't get it together then I'll go well
I showed up you didn't have your pants
on you just put your bra over because I
told you I was panic I thought a [ __ ]
spider was on me understand I understand
that's what you told me and I appreciate
that I appreciate
that are those pants over there I I
don't they came from the [ __ ]
hospital and all [ __ ] [ __ ] I
think that's her I got that's mine I
don't want I will throw them in the
[ __ ] show up she spr maybe something
stupid maybe just made save my damn life
so you don't want those pants then I
want one no I don't I want to enjoy my
birthday all
[ __ ] she thought it was coming up but
it just happened I will get it together
I will keep it together please well I'm
concerned for you right now baby I I'm
concerned for me too I'm really worried
about you because it doesn't matter
where I'm going to go I know I know how
to how to solve my situation and go go
where I
belong to the man upstairs cuz he has no
[ __ ] body yeah I say in two days if I
can't get it together I will walk my ass
there do you know where you're at right
now yes I am on alen and solivan with
food market Express good man yeah he's
almost open he should be open there he
is right now is he Shing he I guess he
needs someone needs our car fixed yeah
well there's the [ __ ] prostitute
that's been robbing all these
[ __ ] all night want to hide
because the cops is here do you know
what day it is the 19th of
September 2023 our president is
Biden I was born in Chicago oh yeah what
part of Chicago I died in Chicago gitt
Green oblock really kabini green yes oh
no I lived in a bunker you survived out
of that good for you that's a bad place
isn't it tough yeah spiders and all that
when did you moveed to
Columbus I was
nine do you have family here
now they took my daughter to South
Carolina for her to get a fresh start
okay they said if I can try to get me
together and get
clean we can be a family of again got
you you heard me who's they my mom and
dad I will not discuss I plead the
fifth are they in South Carolina though
are they okay so you have any other
family here in Columbus just you by
yourself how did you get right
here like where do you
live my house is trash I can't get
myself together every time I want to
clean my house I just want to come smoke
crack cuz [ __ ] it why don't why why do I
deserve any [ __ ] thing did you smoke
crack today no okay did you take
anything else just my well Butrin you
did take your wellb good what when did
you take that do you remember what time
actually I'm on my way to find some
water
okay
okay but do you know how you got here
from Fourth Street yeah I walked my
happy ass that's a long way I don't
care I'd rather do it out here than do
it in my [ __ ] home
before the CEO to hear you and kick you
out again B so you can be a known
prostitute yeah you mean a go-getter I
make money for
y'all these [ __ ] don't push y
[ __ ] if you could tell them the goddamn
truth and I hope they hear me I'm the
only one that pushes y' [ __ ] and you
know and you know do you have any
friends that are here yes I can go I can
go talk to them for a minute where are
they at
in a safe house down the street can we
go talk to them no to have come come see
you talk to nobody I can't because
apparently because it's my birthday I
need some fetty crack and need to die so
I don't have nobody do not put me in
that [ __ ] thing please do not please
do not I'm asking you it's my birthday
you told me last year you would give me
a free rent I I know it wasn't YouTube
but they told me my birthday they were
give me my birthday not today please I
just I just think we need to help you I
want to help you you understand this is
not the help I need what help do you
need I need me time you see here more
people when can I just sit by
myself and gather my thoughts and not
say nothing for a what was the other you
said you said we and something else what
else did you Jox you didn't say it was
like Aderall or something what was the
other one you said I can't take Adavan
they won't Adavan okay
you
doing trying to clear my head so I going
I just got out of [ __ ] uh what's it
called no uh Hospital Mount Carmel
Behavior Health I'll Behavior Health
okay how long were you there I was there
for like four or 5 days okay
okay you ain't going to Corner me don't
do that we're not going to qu you come
talk to you de you can come over here
okay that's fine um so what's going on
today like you like worked up little
worked up have it's my birthday what I
pulled up the plants were off stuff was
thrown
everywhere um had n hand in her hand
obviously that's part of her too I show
up and she starts spraying it at me Fu
um that you're Hospital not going to
heal that no she said she had a spider
on
her so I'm trying to like look how can I
help you what can I do for
you sir so I rolled up her pants were
off completely um she's just going crazy
drawing stuff everywhere she has n in
her hand I show up she said there's a
spider on me spider on me I'm not no and
she sprays it right close to me and I
said what's going on I just get my life
together she put her pants back on
finally and she she starts going in this
raid Rage of you're not taking me you're
not doing this do
and you got
incoherently um start spitting and and
just just acting like she is now
actually more soued up I got to the side
of her she freaked out like we were
cornering her yeah so that's why I've
asked her several times I mean obviously
she's going to be a pink slip she needs
to
go she's she will not go I've asked
her they want once in my life calm this
[ __ ] down and calm down never I know how
to that cut on her arm I didn't see a
cut on her
arm of she said name I no she had oh
yeah she thought
today her birthday's on the 15th she
didn't even know it was 15th yet she
thinks this is Ogden she didn't know who
the president was definitely pinks
absolutely okay absolutely
problem I'm afraid she's going to run
out the street I'm afraid she going to
run out the street I think that's to me
do you have any health problems here I'm
older than idot y' I'm dead I'm dead I'm
dead and I don't want to talk about it
the more I talk about it the worse it
gets just leave me alone so I
can she put a braw on top of her when I
was here too it was just weird
come on now it's okay like I said we're
just trying to talk to you trying to
figure out try to help you out all right
it's
okay there's
no it's Wanda like you're a little
worked up right now I can tell okay like
I said it's your birthday you got some
other issues going on okay I think we
need to go back to the hospital talk to
somebody here please no I think that's I
think it's this is going to make it
worse no it's going to make it worse
please I just witness somebody get no
please I'm begging you I will get it
together I can s it out that's not an
option all these memories come back just
leave me alone give me some space please
please L what you want to no we're not
trying to mess with you okay we're just
trying to do what you best
I've spent all of my life in the dam
hospital at this point no I refuse
please I
refuse I'm calm I'm cool I'm Collective
please I refuse please every time this
happen you div give me the right to
please well please
I'm no it's going to make it
worse we're going to we're going to take
you the
no we can't have please I will for I
know no please no no
listen and Cal with you s down come on
come on come go hospital if you com home
we won't have to give you medic good
okay we're doing this we'll let the
hospital check you out when they're
done put them here good
okay thank you very much man all right
thank
you all right all
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