on day one they want you to try to buy drugs okay if you're not a people person you're going to you're going to have a hard time I don't have a problem talking to people so it was fairly easy but it's still nerve-wracking because you're going into an unknown you have a couple people backing you up but I mean you just got to be able to talk so how do you ask for a bag of weed you don't say hey can I get a bag of weed normally it's just the amount of money you want you know I got let me get 40 you know things like that so you learn it really quickly and I don't remember who my very first deal was but I remember it was just a regular old go up to somebody and buy some crack there's that misconception that you have to tell them you're a cop if they ask which is not true so and there's that's a story I wore a shirt that's said undercover cop one time and I the deal was at 54th Avenue way 66 I think there's a a a gem there now but I had an undercovered cop shirt on and the guy goes you know you have to tell me you're a cop right I said man it's just a joke shirt I ain't no cop and he sold me the eight ball of coke and I left like all right